Uncertain

It crept upon me quick as light,
The doubt of everything,
The discrepancy between day and night,
The no forgiveness for living,

A grin and bear it,
I’m gonna swear it,
Give it a fit,
Then forget it.

Heaven is certain,
As we are in it now,
Hell is for rent,
I said it out loud.

To sit here and judge,
Or make mistakes,
With holding a grudge,
Against the fakes.

Perceptive reality,
Normal conformity,
Of what used to be,
The hero in me…………………..

FTBAS 10.3.11