Developing a mental state of pandemonium

A mental state of pandemonium,
Dressed to blessed to depressed to back again,
Going out to the radiant dream,
Coming into the primal scream,
Large pink one floating a lot,
All is never lost among the rot,
All you got to do is your best,
Its hustle its flow,
Round up before knocked down,
Act in the show,
Turn the valve on full,
Check out what’s in the skull,
A mind rolling the cromag down the street,
Brains and old gut dragging behind webbed feet,
Crossed evolution reversing itself,
A distant shelf hanging low,
For something that will never come accept once,
The last one we think to own,
A casket stop that won’t be there,
Neither will all see,
In the glory and peace of eternity,
Then the truth will grow,
To long gone alone,
Together everybody ever known,
Crossing over into pandemonium.
Fennigan T 1.22.10

Where flowers grow!

Sweating toil sheen back,
Turning the topsoil under up,
Scorching sun answers,
The universe turns abrupt,
One beat in a heart,
Something can start,
To flow and grow,
Sitting still in the mode,
Natural growth down and outward,
Splitting oneself reaching mighty,
The roots must grab hold,
While stalk pushes through,
The same in everything,
From me to you,
A push in a pull,
A balance in self growing,
A strive to be alive,
And all the while knowing,
We are flowering invert,
Rising out of the dirt…………..
FenniganT 1.22.10

Alter Ego

I got this cloud
This is my thermal
Soaring on high
Is how I feel
Soaring on high
Is how I heal
Looking down on creation
At fields of abundance
With the most deadly of intention
Smell of blood is real
Preys energy I feel
Deadly I dive for kill
Best meat for me
Then I skin the wares
Bones and marrow
I split for shares
Up again and gone
Soaring high I cry my song
Circling life in deaths destiny…………
FenniganT
1.21.10

Repo

My soul has been repo’d,
My deed vetoed,
My mind over loaded,
My heart corroded,
Just to much pain,
Just to much rain,
Just to much insane,
Just to much today,
Forget me not,
Forget me when,
Forget my needs,
Forget me please,
Your voice healed,
Your sight stilled,
You plight chilled,
Your fight thrilled,
No more will,
No more feel,
No more real,
No more deal,
Goodbyes last,
Goodbye’s task,
Goodbyes to you,
Goodbyes for me,
Goodbyes set us free,
FenniganT………
1.21.10

Split

I slice open,
A vain in heaven,
To talk to God,
I got to question,
About these goings on here,
Why everybody is walking in fear,
Can we be that stupid?
Believing in a Cupid,
Of holy holiday happiness,
Twelve months a year,
A holiday for sadness,
Useless normal complaining,
The price so low it’s gaining,
Not alive if they ain’t straining,
Credit card balance swap,
Souls from the bottom,
To the top,
Whatever that is,
Why we run from,
All of the fun,
It’s all here,
In the middle of tears,
A light of gleaming thunder,
Dark skies of wonder,
Gloomy blooming jeers,
Shedding faulty fears,
Faith is the pace,
The tie two lace,
Into our hearts,
Hope is the place,
That stops and starts,
Love filling our cup,
To split hearts,
Out of luck………….
Fennigan T 1.19.11

Word paint

Word paint,
No complaint,
Of favor,
Of endeavor,
Open my scope,
Compose what I know,
On the road,
On the path,
With class,
You laugh,
My task,
Laid in rows,
Words of calm,
Words of mighty,
Words make it tighter,
Words not me,
Make it wider,
Poets don’t care,
Poet’s bleed ink stains,
Words of beauty,
Words of duty,
Words of insane,
It a strain,
It s a pain,
Its reading,
It conceiving,
An idea,
A thought,
A doubt,
A know,
In the flow……….
FenniganT 1.17.10