asking why

I stood in the storm asking why,
As wind and rain come bye,
The sky threw lighting bolts of wonder,
Sounds of eons past and present rolling in the thunder,
No answers to my question only more questions,
Standing and walking between dimensions,
Distorted by pain the view so clear,
Falling to my knees I was asking why,
The clouds wept and went on by,
My face away with reigns of fear,
Holes I've dug for a reason,
Buried past my survivor treason,
Grinding of grief with no alibi,
I remember asking why……….

Fennigan Spencer
1.19.12

To

To say allot is so little
To act up so trivial
To first to feel
To fist we steel
To mask on so fake
To last on the take
To sit and wait
To the alleviate
To begin again
To be a friend
To see the end
To free the wind
To list virtue
To see anew
To get a clue
To when all we do
Is to.......


FTBAS 1.15.11