MOST

Live recording,

Instant reality,

Incestuous hording

Staged frailty,

Displacing those,

With another,

In a forgot pose,

Why bother,

Grown up,

Brought down,

Shown up,

Without a sound,

A thumping,

Is gentle,

Verbal pimping,

Fundamentala,

In the familia,

Of poet desiderata...............

FTBAS 12.30.12

That one Thing

Say you get it,
That one thing,
That makes you whole,
That opens all doors,
To your soul,
That one thing,
You always knew would complete you,
That one thing that would make it all ok,
You got it ,
You grab it ,
You hold it,
You see it,
A note,
To you,
It reads,
Its your right here all you have ever wanted,
You can use it whenever you wish,
With just these rules you can Fulfill your wildest dreams,
No sharing,
No one can know you have it,
No credit for what you do with it,
No telling any one you got it,

Is this what you wanted?

FTBAS 12.25.12

Of divinity

Started and strangled yet I don't know why,
Schisms run up the back of my spine,
A dinosaur behind a typewriter,
Pecking away across the sky,
Ancient stabling my cross,
In a letter I have started,
Never meant to end,
Arms cradled I don't know why,
It's thoughts they tell me,
Will become my end,
So I stand here,
Naked just you and me,
In this one pure moment,
Of divinity,
Angels in glass,
Pour down upon me,
Your love and mercy,
For once I have seen through you,
Do you really see into me?

FTBAS  12.24.12

Found

Holding a stare,
Hat low turn,
Blocked up trench coat,
Hot rock burn,
Three day shave,
Five days broke,
Whiskey breath,
No fear of death,
Walking under corners,
Locking open doors,
Darkness creeps,
Along the halls we see,
Dark ally cats green eyes aglow,
That winds stench bellowing from far below,
A flash, A light, A moment of insight,
The work ain't there shining in the sun,
Or in the happening halls of glass,
It under the mire,
Deep and dirty,
Ground and gritty,
Tough and shitty,
Cold wet with doubt abound,
As a moment I am lost,
In a dream I am found...............

FTBAS 12.23.12

One sided circles

One sided circles are all incomplete,
Waiting for quiet so they can speak.


For the fortunate,
Pains all the same,
Then those desperate,
All in name game,
Cards on the table,
One sided once again not able.

Excuses are honest lies,
That only the teller believes,
Full circles do agree,
Something misunderstood all along,
Something half circles just don't know,
Full circles just connect the dots and let it go,

Half circles float on with out direction,
Looking for their other half connection,
To fill the void in peace of full,
We have to go full circle........................

FTBAS 12.19.12

On this very day

All in reach,
Circle of peace,
Shattered came our lot,
Makes knot for naught,
Allies hiding in these words,
Intoned pure in verse,
Only to shoe in mind bend,
Paradigm shift taste whim,
Earthquake on American soul,
Desperate intake of why it's so,
To figure why should this be,
Hope could we not see,
A temper distraught,
With those lost,
Today no more laughter,
Caused  tonight to shatter,
Forever is tomorrow,
Forever is our sorrow,
Going into rage,
On this very day,
That can't be explained......................

FTBAS 12.14.12

Clouds

Misty morning,
Dusty closet,
Small warning,
Leaky faucet,
Drip,
Drops,
One by one,
Cups run over,
Gold filled sun,
Darkness runs through my veins,
Maddens all to claims,
Of nightmares future past,
Light of ignorance past,
Black a billowy,
Smart and filling in,
Thin air surround,
A spirit wind,
Clouds escape,
That can not wait.........................

FTBAS 12.13.12

Balanced on thin ice

Equal action deserves the lot,
Story lacking the desired plot,
Seldom do idiots loose,
Bad folks kneeling to choose.

Skating yings the yang,
Silence obscures the pain,
Dead folk like to lie,
While everybody else has to cry.

Then it was seen coming down,
All that shit blowing around,
Some saw gold and dug in,
Good blew away with the wind.

Between a first to last,
Division parts future to past,
Civil discordance here,
Conformity over there.

Angels are begging tonight,
In a sky of fire and light,
Balanced on thin ice,
Got them thinking twice...............

FTBAS 12.8.12

In this World

In this world

Born under roots,
Moons rise suns set,
Stars collide,
We forget,
Walking gravity,
Talking calamity,
Fakin  irresponsibility,
Do you doubt me?
Look and see,
What do most what to be?
Glitter and fame,
Their fifteen minutes of shame,
Devised hi-wire,
On fire ,
Instant desire,
A bleed over,
A take under,
Eden asunder,
Among the ruins of these,
Is you and me,
A sight beheld,
Full-steam and burning,
Desire for better searching,
Dancing swaying singing praising,
Replenishment achievement demented peace,
In this world of under going change,
Light dark beauty pain and all standing in acid rain,
Is HOPE neither lost or afraid,
Just standing there,
Waiting to take shape..........................

FTBAS 12.5.12

Cosmic Girl

Young,
Old,
Hard,
Soft,
Mother,
Daughter,
Woman,
Martyr,
Womb,
Swoon,
In tune,
With mother nature,
Period,
Supreme,
Tossed in a dream,
Wanted,
Luster,
Pearls before swine,
Vacuum duster,
Stove,
Apron,
Longtime fade,
Lingerie,
Pant suit,
Dispute,
Dismay,
Mystery,
Her story,
Power,
Leader,
Teacher,
Laughing,
Crying,
Living,
Dying,
Loving,
Lying,
In the sun,
Smiling swirl,
Upon cosmic girl......................

FTBAS 12.3.12

Ode to Blue

Little sister of fuzz,
Blue eyed lonely no more,
Love if there ever was,
On our sandy shore,
Of salience and rain,
Bliss minus agony,
Silence without pain,

It just has to be,
As we all pass the time,
We will miss you so,
Hearts burst and crying,
Wishing you didn't have to go,

In the same time then,
Choked out of pride ,
As tears pass through,
Chloe's on the other side,
Waiting on Baby Blue.........................



FTBAS 12.2.12

Brushed

Whisper,
Wonder,
Window,
Watching,
Walking,
Waters,
Waiting,
Waiters,
While,
Wishing,
Without,
Worshiping,
Weakness,
Wanting,
Waste,
Weak,
Wicked,
Worm,
Writing,
Wreaking,
Waking,
Withering,
Wrinkled,
Wrist,
Brushed away....................

FTBAS 11.26.12

Reflection

Water in a stream,
Sliced lean,
Silent scream,
Funnel dream.

Hell out,
No doubt,
Some clout,
Smiling pout.

Done undone,
Ritualized fun,
Paralyzed run,
Over cum.

No furor,
Loss purer,
Pieces her,
Broken mirror.........

FTBAS 11.24.12

Life Lines

I draw our universe in parallel lines between abstract dimensions,
Seasons of reason grow blossoms of treason,
When the harvest moon comes all doubt arises,
From the blue sky north I wonder the why is.

Spring will fall after the winter glow,
Years come as fast as the day will go,
I postie in life lines just like these,
Thoroughgoing off words to make them please,

Attempt on your ears may deaf not fall,
A duty an honor a beckon a call,
Solid sanscripts long sitting of all time,
Have written your future past and present, as are mine............
FTBAS 11.20.12

why is me

Its all in complacency,
Never in rhapsody,
Cost of fantasy,
Verses reality,

Of moments in time,
Doubts the mind,
Counts the time,
on down the line,

Oh so far away,
In the mid day,
What they say,
Ends my fray,

Not my sanity,
Not my vanity,
Not my want to be,
Not my why is me...................

FTBAS 11.20.12

Trophy

Peal back a moment of bliss,
Stair deep into the ignorance,
Of all the lost distance,
Between crude and eloquence,


Reference tossed in pontifical religion,
Teach em of God and bleach em,
Goal post and HD,
Get me another beer please.


Mankind seeks what it had,
A garden of Eden minus half,
Congratulate yourself in commercial glass,
So this one can end just like the last..............

FTBAS 10.13.12

eCHO

Knowing difference,
Choosing preference,
Knowledge reference,
Halted hesitance.
Slighted defiance,
Lowly glance,
Word dance,
Subtle stance,
Bloody romance,
Logging distance,
All happenstance,
Zipped pants,
Sub dominance,
Liquid trance,
False alliance,
True triumph,
in eCHO.............
FTBAS 11.6.12

In reach

It hurts when your lonely,
It hurts when your only,
It hurts when no priority,
It hurts when so normally.

A heart a beat away,
A smile of decay,
A wit ahead,
A space of dead.

Lovers smile,
Loners file,
Listeners cry,
Longing why.

If only in reach,
If only to seek,
If only so bleak,
If only no please.

FTBAS 10.22.12

Brand

Slight twist,
Supple wrist,
Flinging shit,
Burn my sin,
In your skin,
Owner,
Owned,
Bisquick,
Torrent,
Element,
Forget it,
Big screen,
Daydream,
Unseen,
Sky scene,
Rosebud,
No dud,
Gold tower,
Dollar alter,
Wonder falter,
Commercial time,
Sublime,
 Who you,
Represent,
Name lent,
Brandish brand,
Likely,
A slave to NIKE,
Owned by Apple,
Falling from grace,
To taste,
With no thanks from our grateful commercial nation............

FTBAS 10.22.12

Persuade

We all know it yes we do,
The answer on the tip of our tongue,
All the dances over when calling that tune,
Walk among the giants and they call you slow,
So no I am not afraid to go,
Persuade,
Dream again you fool of wander lust in benevolent musings of the dead,
The sky splits open and shadows begin to fade,
So call the count when dandy's coming all along,
One more time on down the way,
Persuade,
An angel called me up and said,
Mother fucker get up and quit playing with the dead,
Cry out and beg that song of smile,
Quit walking along in distant decay,
Persuade.................
FTBAS 10.16.12

Come on down boy

Skies of blue and Mississippi mud,
Dark clouds of rain on a wet Alabama day,
Changing colors fall along the Cumberland gap,
Atlanta's last deep sweat of the summer heat,
In my south of down and dirty,
All full of purpose in mountains of grease,
Iron ore digging coal from the deserted priest,
Coke fields full and fill with deceased,
Come along with me and walk my country mile,
Come on and have a sit boy and let me talk awhile,
This here ain't no different than any where just better,
Come on down boy we got got something for use,
Them southern boys a rocking all night blues,
Rocking jazz with hard down beats,
Southern ladies still walking yes ma'am in our streets,
Lighting and civil war,
Confusion and some more,
But clear when your walking held up high,
Come on down to breathe my southern sky.................

FTBAS 10.15.12

In the down and out life.....

Dreams of gold,
Pockets of coal,
Pennies a load,
Broken back though,

In the down and out life of,

Dark night sky dreaming,
Hearts a beating,
Babies a pleading,
Much is fleeting,

In the down and out life of,

Lost and angry,
Tossed and ornery,
Hot and horny,
Show a wannabe,

In the down and out life of,

Dreams of imitation,
Scenes of domination,
I mediate encapsulation,
Fuck fornication,

In the down and out life of,

Lilies of  chewed glass,
Something from the past,
Something I ask,
That this wont last,
In my down and out life of...............

FTBAS 1013.12

Blast

Feel it,
See it,
Smell it,
Hear it,
Whoosh,
Boom,
Bam,
Blow,
Ram,
Tow,
Hitch,
Hike,
Smile,
Like you mean it..................
FTBAS 10.11.12

Not so freely

Calm down,
This is not a drill,
Fantasy not allowed,
Smoking in the stairwell only please,
Hey stop that,
You pervert,
Beige and blue,
Rolling on down the underline,
Of innocence to start,
Apple of all,
Holy grail,
Jesus wept,
Oh foretell,
Blasphemy,
Liturgy,
Orgy,
Humankind wannabe,
Tragically,
Not so freely,
To have bad to know good,
Or be really understood.............
FTBAS 10.2.12

Brownies

Over-baked,
Underpaid,
Slingshot,
Renegade,
Denounced,
Trounced,
Bounced,
Forgot,
Delayed,
Strayed,
Paid,
Convinced,
Condensed,
Rinsed,
Allot,
Like gump,
Chocolates and boxes,
Destiny and freewill,
Try it again,
Try it again..................
FTBAS 9.25.12

I hear

Rumbling from the past,
Daylight an hourglass,
Ragged deference one,
Revolving credit won,
Caged in mass
Compass of the lost,
Making such a simple ass,
At any and all cost,
Expediencies and deceit,
Paid dues suit the line,
Good if you got the receipt,
Shiny teeth and sublime,
Clenched,
Gripped,
Torn,
From the whole,
I hear underneath that smile,
Their to be bothered,
As all entombed,
In mamma liberty's womb...............
FTBAS 9.24.12

Sing a long

Prescriptions
Addictions,
Religions,
Factions,
Actions,
Passions,
Passing,
Everlasting,
Doubting,
Claiming,
Fighting,
Blaming,
Retention,
Oblivion,
Sublime,
On time,
Many rhyme,
Poetry time,
Blind,
Red,
Numb,
Dead,
Need,
Bleed,
For me,
To sing along,
Pop song,
Want be long,
See the wrong,
Right the light,
Tight,
Tonight,
We just might,
Sing a long................
FTBAS 9/22/12

Solidity

Brains a power,
Souls a desire,
The world go by,
Doesn't even try,
Wonder out loud once,
Society shut me down,
Cried on the corner dressed as a clown,
Sign the treaty,
Broke the mold,
Started a revolution ,
Once untold,
Livid with you,
In democracy and ecstasy,
In this machine,
That's all that we want to be,
With the only way to be free,
Solidity in conformity,
Revolution once again is what you wanna see,
Fake TV...........................
FTBAS 9.16.12

Time

A click a clock,
A moment gone by,
Who has enough,
Who wants to know,
A number,
 A sign,
Something sublime,
My mystery,
His history,
Her hysterectomy,
Bled for me ,
Abortive vasectomy,
Dance a be,
Aunt bee,
Opie,
Mayberry,
Fuck me,
We where alll born to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FTBAS 9.11.12

The Show

Come on down the show is waiting on you,
Red carpet rover the curtains drawn two,
Tickets taken seats till house is full,
Destined to be a star or somebody's fool,
Dancing on end of frayed nerve sanity,
Approaching the whats was supposed to be,
Regretting whats not gotten through,
No lighting or thunder struck anew,
Not rock thrown do windows break,
Old hearts on the mend will make,
A wait, a lake, a time, a place, a rain,
When you can swim free of all the pain,
Is never to far a reaching space,
Along the sunset blvd face,
No longer shall you feed ,
The want to need,
But you already know,
We are addicted to the disease..............

FTBAS 9.10.12

Overcome

Scared shitless wanna run,
Shadows become one,
Flightless lurking,
Got bezerking,
Lofty ideas,
Still amiss,
What is ever,
When is never,
The end my friend,
Will be beginning again,
The final circle awaits,
Timed out ticker states,
Terrible things,
Beauty fiends,
Moments of ever,
Forever and never,
Slowly we succumb,
To the numb,
One more time,
In sublime,
We will overcome,
When death is no longer fun.....................
FTBAS 9.8.12

What you want us to see

Why did you take our reality with TV?
Why does the wonder of life no longer breathe?
Have we seen it all, can I youtube it now?
Live on the screen miles away some how,
Pleasing the pain is so gruesome,
No longer can we been polity lonesome,
The child burns out but never flies,
On parental wings of Santa and Easter bunny lies,
Consideration need unionized dedication,
When marching to the beat of the consumer drum,
A silent nite baby cry, starry buzzard collecting on high,
No peace awaits within the walls of waits,
Mummers bleed and dance their way,
From the inner sanctums lead astray,
Countless now the number may stream,
At all cost pump in the bodies for the soul machine,
Riding now once to far for free,
Why must our realty be what you want us to see?

FTBAS 9.5.12

Make it last

Come on papillae dance,
Swirl laugh and embrace,
Sing your entrance,
Among the human race,

Prince of paupers,
Lost in a crowd,
Day of doubters,
Complicated then found,

Yesterday,
Tomorrow,
Every day
No one sorrow.

Released,
Make it last,
In pieces,
Of my past,
Torn open for you......................
FTBAS 9.4.12

All see you

All see you beautiful people,
Walking in a line towards suicide,
Departing in apathy forming conformity,
Questioning their own sanity,
Of all the beautiful people and what these have done to the,
Ravaged limbs throwing away the bones,
Tying knots in seamless aches of love,
Opening wounds of lies and deceit,
Thinking of no one in what you keep,
In that heart of fear and light full of noise,
Darkness come and your overjoyed,
In this present in the hour, in this moment,
You devour,
What is left,
Nothing but turns,
Circles are gone now our sun never burns,
Conformance in the anonymity of the night,
Never gone never lost always on,
The light of one..................
FTBAS 9.3.12

Labor

Ranking in the top five,
Diving under the table to,
Running across the field alive,
Such is such a must do,
Bucket list,
Dream along,
High up the mountain top,
Over the big pond,
Travel a distant beyond,
Image, Imagine, Vision, scream,
Come on now it said to me,
Keep along and sing the song,
Say again say it aloud  ,
Driving the hi way,
Tail in wing,
Radio aloud,
American and proud,
Fuck the oil,
Blaze the sun,
Gimmie my 36 oz sippy cup,
Load my credit card bong,
Straight up,
Say what you feel,
Move along,
Sing again this my song ,
Spoilt rotten all along....................

FTBAS 9.1.12

Random

Coast to coast,
Sipping at a dream,
Talking along the halls,
Walking among the malls,
Traffic cop standing still,
Red light blinking,
I 'm a thinking,
Deaf is the sound of random,
Not one alike or stand in,
Only original in thought ,
But look the same,
Praised in might,
Twinkle and design,
Refuse to climb,
Up that pity pit,
Of the consumer dumb,
Taken once more but never forgiven,
In the land of the random children................
FTBAS 8.30.12

Ha Ha

Give it straight this time,
No playing in sublime,
Resentment is a disease,
Given one more please.

Anger in a french cuff,
Can't be rolled up enough,
Better to blame you than me,
That way we don't have to see.

What is our part,
Victim since start,
Then our role,
Owner is told,

Sanity isn't the only cure,
Vanity doesn't run pure,
Some can be the rest,
But then comes the test.


Your wisdom's on the way,
Grey skies and pearly wave,
Im gonna skip on you,
Cause I know what she gonna do,


Shit on with mouth wide open,
Then look so broken,
Karma's a bitch and you fucked her,
Ha Ha, Well good luck on that sir!



FTBAS 8.25.12

Its gonna Come

Windswept and raging,
The beast is pacing,
Scratched eyelids,
No add lib's ,
Aging,
Fading,
Turn,
Burn,
It comes for everyone,
Says Bonnie Prince Billy,
Death to everyone,
Gonna come,
He sung,
Now undo, Now open,
Coffin closes,
Dead roses,
Its gonna come,
Run,
Sleep,
Fun,
Relief,
Starts stared
Now they burn,
Bright and scared,
In their turn.............
FTBAS 8.24.12

Two Blows

This is a trickle down,
Like a stream with ease,
A constant frown,
Belonging to a disease.

Defiant want,
Triumphant will,
Lie is taught,
Succeed the thrill.

Once is to many,
Twice is a strike less,
Two blow offs then we,
Become forget-less.

Better need,
Pain bleed,
Blood  not,
So forgot.

Oh well lesson number one,
The lesson number two,
When blown off son,
It aint cause of you....................


FTBAS 8.18.12




,

Sleep

Night swirling erotic dance,

Sirens screaming soft songs,

Burning happenstance,

As the drum beats one more time,

In absolution of the begrudging,

Dissolution part of the crime,

The signs of touch such in,

Through blank check time,

Skies turn in my sleep,

Beyond eyes need of opening,

Run rivers of the farthest deep,

That keep us floating,

In the dreams we keep.............

FTBAS 8.18.12

REM

Here we go so know toe , letting go with my flow, 

dripping in gold, 

I am on the hold, with NO,

Yes I go to the slow, out with the Fold in with the Few..................................

FTBAS 8.18.12

General Delivery

A sonnet for the atlas,
Bundled in premature joy,
Strange people wearing glasses,
Ringing the bell Ahoy,
Walking hand in hand past us,
Leaping about in happy faith,
Like tree hugers in Manassas,
In that matter shall I now make shape,
Ha! Now I am showing my assets,
A doubtful cup of hint so blue,
Of candle burnt to wax us,
A morning cup of coffee hence the dew,
Fortitude could be at once disastrous,
In a linear line of hearsay spent peruse,
General delivery for the masses,
Where the bad ass looks past it..........
FTBAS 8.17.12

Ride

One this ride,
Masked by time,
Dog fiends,
Cat hurts,
Blind,
Evolution,
Revolution,
Combustion engine spurts,
Ride or die,
In the end of time,
Nothing but fears,
Anything but tears,
Strip the years,
Of grey dream seers,
Ride once again,
Into the sublime,
To begin this end on time................
FTBAS 8.15.12

Dance A New

So standing over the barley was a girl he never knew,
Behind the banner of his country a truer flag never flew,
In some cold dark winter a note he read,
In some lonesome field a simple tear he shed,
Over memories of lying in corn silk curls of hair,
Summers of days smell of breezes from over there,
She shines glowing wishing in all her alone,
As he shivers hunkered down to the bone,
The letter warms his thoughts, her image burns his mind,
The moment the moon hung full once for their kind,
When day soon shall come of tomorrows dream,
What maiden and soldier already have seen,
The future in past moments better left alone,
Taking each others hand they are going home..............
FTBAS 8.7.12

A bit

A beta,
A bit,
A gamma,
A quit,
A tiger,
A blue,
A dogma,
Anew,
A doubt,
A cry,
A pout,
A try,
A run,
A night,
A day,
A sun,
A light,
A beam,
A rain,
A team,
A pain,
A hole,
A game,
A toll,
A shame,
It was me and not you...............
FTBAS 8.2.12

Wash

Deceit,
Wringing,
Hands,
Belief,
Trust,
Faith,
True,
Honor,
Lies,
Manipulation,
Hiding,
Truth,
Conning your self,
And everybody else,
So where are you?
Happy?
Sad?
Mistreated?
Real bad?
Gotcha in the rinse,
Make sense?
Your limp,
Your disease,
Glad I am free,
Of you and your,
Insanity..............
FTBAS 8.1.2012

Right Now

Breath final,
Taped mouth,
Silent eyes'
Violent sway,
Streetlight hangs,
Bricks fade,
Steel rust,
All decays,
Raped,
Roped,
Ripped,
Robbed,
Circle Mother,
Chest heave father,
Corroded brother,
Doubtless daughter,
Torn , ragged, bitter and weak,
Storm from underneath,
Bury me hole right now,
Nary a soul don't know how,
To come to hither,
To come to now..................
FTBAS 7.31.12

Overflow

Draping along in inner divinity,
Lagging behind ported trinity,
Holding on to hopes of mystery,
Whispers are all that can be.
Mindless desperate memories,
All the one top shaken wannabes,
None of the old school melodies,
Cracked mirrors of sympathy,
Show we have forgotten to be,
That can't remember real free,
Not this one but the one before me..........
FTBAS 7.26.12

Disguise

Surprise in my eyes,
In the so design cold,
Understand the tries,
Covered in old.

Disguise the season,
Selfish below the meninges
To write wrong reason,
Broken of my hinges.


Lesson rebounds,
Brick wall ahead,
Darkness surrounds,
Trails to tread,

I am trying again,
Night bides my friend,
Day won't time me again,
Disguise my time as Fennigan............
FTBAS 7.25.12

Ingrained

Sugar Sugar
Dance on ice,
Wonder wonder,
Why so nice.

Forget knots,
Bite awry,
Padlocks,
Rust dry.

Seasons,
Pleasing,
Reasons,
Me some,

In that,
Vanity,
Spat,
Reality..

Ingrained,
Turned loose,
Rope hanged,
My own noose................

FTBAS 7.24.12

Cancerous

Dangerous,
Desperate,
Begging ,
To forget.
Brady's Bunch,
To believe,
Gilligan's Lie,
Day after forever,
Technology matters.
No swing breeze,
Mother calling for dinner,
Fervor in time,
Never again to mind,
Streets are over,
Days are done,
Screen is black,
Big brother one............
FTBAS
7.19.12

Mention

Failed to say,
Didn't tell,
Heavens sway,
In free hell.

Overheard told,
Charge passing,
Peace on hold,
Til everlasting.

Broken souls,
Tattling tongues,
Walking soles,
No returns.

Vituperation of love,
Failed to mention,
Society above,
True intention.

Pool ball don't bounce,
It don't evolve,
World ain't round,
They got it solved.

Don't question,
Buy a bigger TV,
Numb confession,
The only free..............

FTBAS 7.15.12

Dancing

Betting,
Regretting,
Forgetting,
Subletting,
Opening,
Mopping,
Doubting,
Escaping,
Raping,
Winning,
Leaning,
Winding,
Bending,
Ending,
Why?
FTBAS 7.2.12

On to

Up town train,
Slices of insane,
Me rendering,
So profane,
Inlaid,
Inline,
Define,
Decline,
Resign,
Align,
My time,
Walking in gold,
Broken in mold,
Static two fold,
Atoms apple,
Pains rattle,
Curtains flutter,
So much clutter,
I ah, I ah, I ah,
Dripping I ah,
Wet overload,
Mutiny reload,
Gangster explode,
Slaughters untold,
When you fold,
Me in your hand..............................

FTBAS 7.2.12

looking Glass

Its seems so normal,

Chaos and past,

Dancing formal,

Land of ever-last.

On the mirror side,

The view of you,

This sliver of pride,

Tells me too.

Look into the other side,

Looking glass forever,

Looking past the rising tide,

Looking glass shatter.

Cracks of sand,

Times of man,

Lands of and,

The master plan,

Looking at us through the glass,

Who does he see?

FTBAS 7.1.12

Alone

Shining night white horse dream,
Red curling eyes have seen,
Crossfire of dynasty quest,
Bonfire for the rest.

Table full of wine,
Distance full of time,
Bottled ship of destiny,
Floating on a empty sea.

Captain stands tall and proud,
No clue hes run aground,
Battling waves of a storm,
Rage tattered and torn..

The gloss eyed memories past,
Glimpse inside a smile looking past,
Through pain of betrayed deceit,
A mind alone in sands will creep.

Chant alongside the inside ruins,
Sing along to those few ones,
Who believe it will go on,
In each of us alone.....................

FTBAS 6.17.12

About the light

In honor of question,
To human destination,
Of what relation,
With the everlasting.

If beginning had no end,
Or was the middle,
Where the trouble began,
Starts another riddle.

Something of darkness,
Shelter out the night,
Shadows follow as grey mist,
Looking about the light.

From king to slave,
From ant to elephant,
Of hunter and prey,
My poet rant.

A wondering stone,
In my ignorant tone,
To sing another song,
About the light where I belong.................

FTBAS 6.16.12

Belittle

Out of space in empty,
Down the trail of many,
Balance is not required,
Penance strangely mired,

In the concise choice,
Tongue split moist,
Finger the control mind,
Misting the veil behind,

Wonder eyes out loud,
How to make you proud,
Doubts bout blood,
Knight cloud flood,

Solved riddle,
Be little,
Be big,
Forgive......................

Fennigan T   6.10.12

Friend Wii

Overview,
Stats,
Facebook status,
Google my plus size,
Dormant and randomized,
Searches,
From church's to porn,
Anything,
Everything,
Since before we were born,
Update,
Create,
URL,
I can tell,
Not animate,
To sublet,
Intern on the net,
Interturd,
Forgetting password,
Keyboard struck,
Gamblers luck,
Windows on my Mac,
My iPod fucked my smartphone,
Al I got was used minutes on my TIVO,
So I sold my DVR and got a RWD,
But my USB doesn't BUS,
So I got it a TAXI,
Is that an email?
Or your notification?
That this ain't right,
This hats knot,
Of cables an undermentioned,
But if you lack one,
Friend Wie...............
FTBAS 6.9.12

Hapless cure

Daddy's cool hand luke,
Momma didn't breast feed,
Turned ornery lil puke,
See this finger please,
Time overkill done in rare,
History is a chance forgivin,
When a certain stare,
Ceases in livin,
Baggage carry on,
Rat infested brain sign,
Love neglected fun,
To hear you whine,
Man up,
Not sure,
Come on luck,
You hapless little cure...............

FTBAS 6.5.12

Piddle

And now the question comes over,
In the weight of broken peace sign,
The flag waving torn and tattered,
Without something else in mind.

Darting through breath of sleep,
Exhaling is my one shadow,
A little teeter totter  creep,
Steep out a bluff of I don't know.

Under the wonder-fall of low,
Normal in picking of me brain,
Uncloaking the rainbow,
Piddle in the patter of my name............

FTBAS 6.4.12

Cry America Cry

Blood field oil high rise,
Dark skies with sexy thighs,
Red rocket,
White pocket,
We got the blues,
USA,
America,
Democracy,
Free me,
To be,
You,
Consumed with consumer insanity,
Game console with no heart,
No console to souls apart,
Tolls the bell for middle class,
Wars the theater which last,
From our beginning to our end,
Destruction on the mend,
Ache friend,
Mind sigh,
Mind doubt,
Mind cry,
It's what we do,
America to the rescue..............................


FTBAS 5.27.12

Latte au gratin

Loop te loop,
Fruity tooty,
Whoa so puke,
Oops rebuke,
In their pretty,
Dead city,
What a pity,
To be so shitty,
That loop te loop,
Want peruse,
But vibes do,
Fruity tootie,
Best call booty,
Every death come,
In midnight fun,
Ghost run,
Saint cry,
Pissers piss,
Liars lie,
After that's under,
Not one forgiven,
Ordered Latte au gratin,
Then went forgotten,
The ONE,
That's here with us,
Put to rest my dead friend...................

FTBAS 5.24.12

bump bump bump

Soundness don't mind,
Being icy behind the blind,
So figure and find,
Alive in the mind,

To wonder not of needy,
To beg and plead  guilty,
In all honesty,
Noticed in blasphemy.

And then again faith chimes in,
Below the sounds get in,
Over the darkness of sin,
Into the light of vision when.

There goes the easy,
He come the time,
Nothing to ever free me,
Nothing so kind.

Something above,
Something below,
Something we know,
Sometimes we just go,

Bump Bump Bump..................

FTBAS 5.23.12

Heart n mined

Sense the beginning,
Before the end,
Over and brimming,
Truths only friend,

Doubt versus destiny,
Road long winding free,
When never may be,
A fault in casualty,

A day of triumph,
Glory showed up,
Rushing in slump,
Only to weave through.

Couchettes in plasma,
Deaf monotone of karma,
Bleeding cry my name a,
In belly danced trauma,

Heart minded,
Space blinded,
Night reminded,
Control alt-delete rewinded........


FTBAS 5.23.12

Prophelate

There’s something in understanding,

A completing in forgiving,

A judge in a seating,

Innocent ones pleading,

For mercy on the class,

For something to last,

All about the past,

Changeling into future,

Glossy photo shop culture,

Worship disaster so we can feel master,

Over a destiny on printed wood,

A bargain so misunderstood,

How a soul is traded in full,

How one can be a blinded fool,

Looking out a glass house stone in hand,

Drawing a line preaching in the sand,

Profits know nothing,

But tell it all,

You see something,

In the distance I have found,

Misunderstanding of eternity and its cost,

Misguided opinion on what it is to be lost,

Over filter cursed to bitter end,

Timeline is prophet late in the end…………………..

FTBAS 5.20.12

Lift

Holding on,
Setting dawn,
Migrate North,
Sans fourth.
Streets hard,
Dancing card,
Freewill,
Travel still,
Nomad,
Transient,
So bad,
Metal bent,
Street walking,
Hobo talking,
Punk smacking,
Ho lacking,
Pimp grade,
Mask charade,
Escaped,
That place,
With a lift,
Simple a gift,
Sewn my rift,
With forgiveness...............
FTBAS 5.18.12

What USA got

Screen shot,
Dog trot,
Bouffant debutante,
What USA got.
Reigning clothes,
Desperate woes,
Wind blows,
Deciding those.
Vices of victory,
History,
Mystery,
Blasphemous,
Money cancerous,
Is what we've got,
In our Camelot...................
FTBAS 5.17.12

Breaking News

This is not a Noe mercy,
This ain't a you can trust me,
This is a caught you,
Somethings we all do,
Running down the highway hailing,
Ripping over shoppers inhaling,
Cash and credit all rebating,
Banker in the vault masturbating.
Politician dancing their skeletons,
Like a nightmare come true ,
Servants got us fool,
Servant running the house rule,
Cant take it no more what about you,
Don't know what do do,
Just run and buy more too,
What can do
Santa coming soon,
Frugal bounce,
Dirty once,
Roll something to deeper,
For the open mind creeper,
I open me,
A song begging for mercy,
You just like me confused,
But we are  the breaking news,
Ain't we?

FTBAS 5.12.12

Same

So in a dabble run,
Just some touching fun,
Small sighted entertain,
Big picture refrain.

Sconce of wishing,
Seining label listing,
Front door beckon,
I bet I reckon.

Same is the pay,
Same is a way,
Same runnin stray,
Same came by today..........
FTBAS 5.11.12

In A day

When doubt has it’s sway,

Over the angst foray,

A stick a stone,

Ramble on.

When lies tear your soul,

Paces of you whole,

Grind with guidance,

Grateful in prudence.

When crazy has you scared,

Deceit caught unprepared,

Lead find the blind,

Hear once lost and find.

Your ghost so holy,

The host so totally,

Opens so willing,

Fulfilled inner feeling.

Peace with restraint,

This is you ain’t,

Commercial be hell,

My life is show and tell……………

FTBAS 5.10.12

The Biggest Loser

Started in innocence,
Roots planted transient,
Finish line started,
In debris of  the broken hearted,

Some times it's hard,
Daytime's award,
System cries insane,
Nightmares of shame.

Picking up in wonder,
Shutting up asunder,
Confessed as a child,
This road so wild.

Make once,
Fool me dunce,
Bit me twice,
To notice.

Born to win,
Battles begin,
Lies in truth the deceit,
War complete.

In time my flag will fly,
Still in wonder why,
Of the user,
The biggest loser.....................

FTBAS 5.2.12

Big Dreams

new rhyme
new words
knew time
knew hurts

gangster
prankster
wannabe
gonna be
 some lovin going down

in some
outsome
for some
ransom

door back slam
ankle wrapped BAM!
in the presence of time
all is mine.......................
FTBAS 5.1.12

Hook

Standing on my throne,
Chewing on a bone,
Booking doubt alone,
All and nothing known.

Bend with a dog left ,
Trifica bird bet,
Flight a path of best,
To go on rest.

Sight in the eye,
Tear to the cry,
Try the stop why,
Never on the best bye.

So if I am up to know good,
Your under my flap hood,
Me over my mac mood,
With my hook in you!

FTBAS 4.28.12

Mirror

Balance the apple,
Gloss a sample,
Death on rampage,
With a twelve gauge.

Of leather and dirt,
Torn and hurt,
Masked over,
Under cover,

So the end of time,
Comes in our time,
Of minutes may bye,
Saints may cry.

Gods answer,
Faith cancer,
Skin blister,
Twin sister.

Mirror reveal,
Mirror conceal,
Mirror for real,
Mirror knows the deal.............


FTBAS 4.26.12

Flow

New water,
Out farther,
Old man outta,
Been there whatta,
Seen plain as texting,
War a blasting,
Gossip a pasting,
Copy is waiting,
A eve of tasted,
Lack of wasted,
So in practice,
I am everlastess,
My word play in maskness,
This,
In the ink I drift,
On the paper I rip,
So I dance you now,
Reel cross the floor,
In the middle of a soft note,
Right to the top of my bottom flow.....................

FTBAS 3.23.12

Tinkle

Incandescent
Belligerent
Ignorant
Deviant
Wonderment
Invent
Innocent
Regret
Met
Conflict
Unlit
Quit
It
I'm finished now!!!!!!!!
FTBAS 3.18.12

Begging

Without defense,
Set on pretense,
Master of offense,
Strangles on fence.

Sinking lost at dry,
Blink past know why,
Waving the goodbye,
Soft set of eye.

Do you remember?
That December?
Do you wonder?
Big pretender.

Master of kine,
Disaster in time,
A stop sign,
On my white line.

A ditty of dirt,
A tattoo of hurt,
A mind berserk,
A total jerk.

Mindset in disease,
Going 4 degrees,
When on your knees.
Begging me please......................

FTBAS 3.17.12

Then we meet

Sound dense in a padded room,
Walkin stiff with a faded gloom
Roll a spliff talk to you soon,
Circle back into my moon,
Wash my cycle in overdrive rinse,
Talk my papal into sanctified sense,
Worry not in to the dark sound room,
Hurry what in the flower bloom,
The bee of sting comin round,
Bird of prey coming down,
Should wonder why how soon,
I drip in gold,
I shine amongst the mold,
Broken amongst he bones,
Protected by knowns,
Held in grace of lambs wool,
With out a doubt a fool,
So what you gonna do?
Come to me in silence of desperate heat,
Sound doubt my ears greet,
Churning churning churning,
Make more head creep,
Burning burning burning
Then we meet.......................................
FTBAS 4.16.12

Laud her

Lawn chair,
Untidy despair,
Darken right,
Lighten night,
Pick or pry,
Needle eye,
Camel silk,
Spilt milk,
No when,
The end,
Over again,
Sobering,
Rock grave,
One slave,
Out laud,
In fraud ,
Of something better,
Of some thing longer,
Of some thing tighter,
Air tossed spite her,
Paper smokes and dreams,
Distant screams
In all I heard...........................

FTBAS 3.15.12

Luck

Light it up,
Suck it up,
Stiff that pip,
Got a slip.
Shift shock,
Take stock,
Art this war,
No more,
Dip fit,
Dip shit,
Let er rip,
Tit for tat,
Pitter or pat,
Ain't like that,
Pot on whisky,
Are ya with me?
Game o fame,
Duck o lame,
Suck or fuck,
Prick your pride
Your inside,
On my wild ride,
Of selfesh tide,
Don't deny,
Don't lie,
Just try,
With me,
Your luck one more time................
FTBAS 3.12.12

Came

Once down,
No frown,
Dead lick,
Big stick.

Run on empty,
Thinking fifty,
Might do,
So blue.

Dead fry,
Quick eye,
Blink not,
Forgot.

In end,
Begin,
Inside,
Tied.

Came a day,
Make a way,
Sure I did,
Miss that kid...................
FTBAS 3.12.12

Love is Mean

So one without the other, went down the stairs, found out false heirs , are wonders of theirs, not mine our yours, went farther than the tears, of founded ways, new day days, begging ways, of exstacy, beginning Monday forgetting Sunday, but one day I will make you proud..................
FTBAS 3.13.12

Bad Ass

Dog tired,
Eyes burn,
Raw cure,
Babey sure.

I mean it,
I keep it,
Sure you will,
Been there.

Big dreams
It seams,
Babey I will love you to the end of time............

FTBAS 3.11.12

Think Tank

Remember when,
Simple then,
Basic not,
Fake lot.

Been on air drop,
Lickin lollipop,
Shirly Temple,
Fake dimple.

Partridge feather,
LA Weather,
Or knot,
Fake pot.

Dream time,
Sublime,
Ironarent bliss,
Fake kiss.

Think tank,
Spun rank,
Piss or ply,
Fake reply.

Some remeber,
That Decmeber,
That day,
Fake play.

Think back,
When that,
Want none,
Fake gone...................

FTBAS 3.7.11

Sweater

Curly knot,
Smoking pot,
Running dreams,
Busted seams,

Paper,
Rock,
Scissor,
Yarn.

Chasing,
Waiting,
Relating,
Taking.

Ramble,
Fumble,
Tie,
Knot.

Walking door slamming,
Tossing floor standing,
White wash clean,
Sweater scene.

Bottle top,
Cool shop,
Wrap me,
Free……………….

FTBAS 4.4.12

Day of Time

That will start it now,
This will go prow,
Running through meadows deep.
Snakes around my belly creep,

Never doubt Monday
Always shout Friday
Some day mine,
In day of time,

Sorry no run,
Stay please for fun,
Waiting and reeling,
Cutting for feeling.

Route a million years,
Cry a million tears,
Big time a daydream,
Day time a roll screen.

Roll one to get high,
Roll one to get bye,
Hold one day of time,
Hold one day of mine……………..

FTBAS 4.2.13

Fornaplauger

Doubt and distance,
Of the insistance,
Of some kind of sense,
Upon the pretense,
That a wash and rinse,
Has penny pence,
Without the pestinlance,
Could not have the wish,
Of resitance,
To ingonarance,
And happenstance,
Of just bent,
To repent ,
For every word regret,
Is not the bet,
Or wager,
Just a fornaplauger........

FTBAS 3.31.12

Conversation

Its what I said
Not what she said
What he did
When they read

Books aloud
Running crowd
Darkened night
Evenly light

Something in they way
Something in the say
Nothing in the time
Nothing end of rhyme

Promises and Sundays’
Morning and fun days
About me hosing sideways
It’s always

Danker
Wanker
Piss poor
One say

Ill converse
Without verse
Unheard
In my word
In a million years of conversation
You will still never understand me…………

FTBAS 3.28.12

Oil Stain

Oil Stain

New T shirt
Memory lane
Fancy flirt
Dog eared
Sweat filled
Tight grip
Low hip
Swaying swift
Tongue tied
Sex on fire
Youth’s desire
Ego’s pride
Luxury hide
In the feigning of time
Start now
Dart youngster
Face play
Make disaster
Designed ways
Faith weighs
Unfazed
As Always
Written down
So unheard
Voices absurd
Done did it
Done said it
Done lived it
Don’t forget it
Oil stain I bet………………..

FTBAS 3.28.12

End of Time

Pleasing
Easing
Treason
Reason
Season
Change
Range
Claim
Game
Dame
Fame
Reign
Under
Nighttime
Flight time
Eyes burn
Days turn
Sun set
November met
December regret
Circled over
Fly moaner
To the end of time
Begin
End
Interlay
Eternity
Father
Mother
Monday
No day
In the end of time
Remembered ………….
FTBAS 3.28.12

Badass

Badass
The badass is an uncommon man of supreme style. He does what he wants, when he wants, where he wants. You won't find him on facebook, myspace, msn et cetera because he is probably out being cool somewhere. He might be on a motorcycle, but it's probably not a Harley or a crotch rocket because he won't spend that much money to be accepted. Traditionally, he will smoke, but it's not necessary at all. He feels no obligation whatsoever to justify his beliefs, values, convictions, morals et cetera with anyone. He likes his music because it sounds cool to him. You won't find him if you look for him because there is no sure way to identify him. One does not think that he is badass; he KNOWS it and that's that. Alternatively, a badass is the complete opposite of a douchebag.

Likely to be found in a popular pub taking your money on the pool table then buying you a beer with it, you won't identify him by his clothing because there is no badass uniform. He's probably not sporting the latest fad, he's not wearing $200 jeans, and he doesn't have frosted hair. He's always up for a challenge, he'll probably succeed and he seems to be good at everything. But at the same time, the badass attitude is like: "ok well I don't give a shit".

Genuinely intriguing and intrigued by others, he radiates confidence in everything he does and fears nobody. He won't pick a fight but DO NOT fuck with him, because he will beat the shit out of you with his bare hands. He's taken more punches to the face than you have, and he's probably busted a few knuckles (on more than just the kitchen cabinets in the dark). Treats people with respect up to the point where they cross the line with him. Keeps his cool but won't be pushed around. He does not justify insecurities by bringing others down; he'll accept everyone to have as much fun as he is having regardless of what they look like.

In general: the behavior and appearance of the badass are as unique and indescribable as he is, because he is not part of a group or class, he's too cool for words. He's fucking badass.


From the Urban dictionary,
Sincerely Yours,
Fennigan Tyler Bad Ass Spencer

Sidewinder

Look a belly beast,
Talking a lying feast,
Wave faking sign,
All known in time.

What cha thinking,
Feeling that sinking,
Messing wrong side,
Puffing that pride.

Running of mouth,
Schools been out,
Behind back song,
Read my write wrong,

Respect not due,
Honestly no clue,
Not just a problem here,
Though two many clear.

Bubble burst,
Con alert,
Devious dirt,
Treacherous lurch.

Target that sight,
With all it's might,
Protection is God’s light,
Of who’s wrong and who’s right,

Yeah side finder,
Me bide kinder,
NOW,
You've been blinded,
NOW,
You've been sidewinded…………………

FTBAS 3.16.17

Tonight

Blinding,
Light,
Finding,
Passage,
Winding,
Fastest,
Brighten,
Whitest,
Deciding,
What ifs,
Confiding,
Bliss,
Minding,
This,
Fading,
Missed,
Maiden,
Kissed,
Laden,
Lifts,
Drifting,
Fast,
Asleep in my arms tonight!.......


Fennigan T. Spencer 10.11.11

Sparkle

On the day of the bright
darkness
and then again on the twelfth
it started all over
rising back to the beginning
of an ever arching circle
that went about in all directions
so I turned around
and there I was
standing there holding the light.

Fennigan T 7.30.11

Custom Made

I see you and smile.
I gaze and wonder.
This woman so lovely.
This woman so good.
I want you now.
More than ever.
I'm not being coy.
I'm not being clever.
When I tell you what I see.
When I look at you and you back at me.
Confidence secured in a smile so bright.
A walk of pure presence.
A command of dominance.
An air of security.
Standing next to me.
By yourself awesome.
With me unstoppable.
We are going the top.
Bringing the bottom with us.
My vision is clear.
I have no guess.
With you and me.
There is no test.
There is only what the father gave us from above.
True, holy and pure this is our love.
We have for each other.
Some may say.
A little bit crazy.
Some think insane.
But you know what I know.
We'll love them just the same.
It’s me and you all the day.
Thank you for loving me in the real kind of way.
I am your man.
I am faithful and true.
I am custom made to be loving you…………

FenniganT 3.15.12

Don't know why

A riddle,
A rhyme,
A middle,
A line,
A song,
A right,
A wrong,
A light,
A miss,
A hit,
A hiss,
A fit,
A wonder,
A sigh,
A thunder,
A sky,
A cloud,
A moon,
A loud,
A room
A question,
A thought,
A suggestion,
I ought,
But don’t know why…………..
FTBAS 3.15.12

Sorry little bitchs

Sorry little bitchs and sons,
Sorry little bitchs believe,
Sorry little bitchs on the run,
No man even ever wannabes,

Going on everyone,
Lay split angels,
Spitting on the sun,
Lies and tangles,

Bets are off,
Deals done,
Their fuckin loss,
Cause we already won,

It’s difference,
It’s the ain’t,
It’s a liar prince,
Against self appointed saint,

A war of glitter,
Shish booms and BAH,
Split rooms bitter,
I’m fuckin with YA!

So no you won’t,
So yes I will,
Win this front,
Baby’s milk,

Cry some more,
Sing your song,
Knight and lore,
Rights the wrong………….

FTBAS 3.11.12

Save me

Running streets of empty,
Sleeping sheets of plenty,
The beginning what has to be,
In the end like thee,

Carnage winds have blown,
All doubt ever known,
Lining down of on,
With out what you own,

Is simply closer,
It’s softly clover,
It’s mostly over,
From the start,

Save me once,
Save me again,
Save me last,
Save me friend,

Lost me twice,
Found me once,
Closer to the heart,
A third place apart………………………….


FTBAS 3.11.12

A lullaby

Dreaming its right,
Going to the left,
Is the middle of mine?
Walking the line,
Stopping on a dime,
Trying to set the tie,
Oh can’t we find,
A little piece sometime,
To wonder why,
We don’t cry,
When they lie,
Why we try,
To not say goodbye,
We just wonder,
To go on,
Sing our own song,
A lullaby,
Of tried and true,
Of me and you,
It gets tough sometimes,
It gets rough sometimes,
It goes smooth,
When comes truth,
Blue, black, pink and white,
All colors of sky,
In the middle of the night.
All colors of why?..............
FTBAS 3.5.12

Confusion Complete

In grief or agony,
To peace in harmony,
A circle has to be,
Full force trinity,
Dark fades light,
White shadows black,
Trying the dying,
Lasted head,
The end of the front,
Last in line,
Who’s the freak?
That Judas bled.
Oh the irony,
Mind spring disease,
Lost in ecstasy,
Of brain freeze,
So confusion,
Sets delusion,
With intrusion,
Not understanding,
Of the blessing,
Everlasting,
In the asking of servants call
To choose one love,
To choose each the other,
Sister Brother other son,
Mother Earth Father Creation,
Blended nations,
Relations upstanding,
Each needs each,
Where will we reach?
What do we preach?
A corporate leech?
Are we victim?
Are we owner?
Master monger,
Fasting longer,
Forever clever,
Deep at the gate,
Is it hell is it heaven?
Or somewhere in between,
You and me…………….

FTBAS 3.4.12 (adapted from Confusion published 8.11.11)

Wanna dance?

So you wanna
So Im gonna
Sew you outa
Sew you notta
Think I forgotta
No not a lotta
Time on you
Time to peruse
Stink like poo
Spit and spew
Ewwwww
From the you
From the me
Got to be
Free of your disease
To please
What is me
Aint you
But true
Dude
Not again
Fennigan
Fuck em
Stuck em
Suck em
Pluck em
Wanna dance friend?
Your choice
Your end
Ill begin
With my grin
On top again this BAD ASS Fennigan……………….
FTBAS 3.1.12

GW

GW

Interested
Infected
Elected
Respected
Forgetted
Masterbetted
Indebted
Vetted
Said
It
Regret it
Forget it
Defect it
Respect it
Shit
I missed
The diced
The sliced
The wished
The pissed
The fist
Tisk Tisk
Oblivious
To what’s bliss-ed
Taste
Replaced
Out raced
Disgraced
Waste
Help
Disease
ADD
Maybe me
What you
Excuse
Is
Abuse
T muse
A ruse
To use
You loose
No save
On the Greenwave…………….
FTBAS

Born to die

Walking in the rain
Lone tear so wet
Blending soul pain
With mind regret

Pebbles in the shoe of time
A slip of my tongue
Ripples the mind of mine
Of no reason why

To break that open
Close that end
There so then
So called wind

Rolling nigh way deep
Mad man dreams this sleep
While at the mourn of why
All are born to die……………….

FTBAS 2.23.12

COLD

Brrrrrrrr............
Damn
Freezing
Cold
Breezing
Dead
Breathing
Walking
Soulless in the morning
I’m saying
Brave in the evening
I’m screaming
Deceiving
I’m bleeding
Ice
Veins show
Me
You see
To be
Frozen
Ignored
Hated
Baited
Sold
Heart
Frozen
COLD…………………
FTBAS 2.22.12

downbeat

When ain’t clever
Pull a lever
Tilt a teeter
Pumpkin eater

Wax and wane
Bitch and complain
Stomp and grind
Windows blind

Douse the flames
Call me names
What we eat
Makes us complete

The words
Are blurbs
The signs
Align

Again
The end
On the cross street
Of a downbeat…………….
FTBAS 2.16.12

Valentine

With out the lie
To roe out tonight
Time has to fly
So low right
On round bad
We laugh
Beside the sad
Front to last
It’s tough
Winding long
Bitter life
Maniacal song
Choke the drum
Battle hard child
Worn saddle won
In the wild
Born for five
Raised know high
Left with jive
And we don’t know why………..

FTBAS 2.11.12

Freezing

Underlay coated
Dot com bloated
Rich beyond means
Night and day dreams

Clog along muttered desire
Bodies born for mire
Souls putter around plaintiff version
Instant documented actual person

Dated and stamped
Blueprinted and revamped
Broken but not destroyed
Login slightly annoyed

Amongst the fact it
Whatever tactic
To this ain’t what that is
The answer freezing in the bliss……………….


FTBAS 2.9.12

Carry Me Away

Stared down the stairs like a dreamer
Walked on past the rail of line
Running across the past steamer
So far on the clock mean time

In doubt of ever lasting formal
Over top of dress you will code
Wearing so not what normal
The exempted pass mass mode

This bottle never felt so warm
Liquid fire under the sun
Of doses within the arm
Now we having fun

Seems the only way
Carry me away
Seems the only way
Carry me away………………….


FTBAS 2.5.11

Itch

Lick
Lack
Like
Love
Lump
Lend
Late
Large
Long
Leap
Lunge
Linger
Laminate
Language
Levitate
Logistics
Leave
Latitudes
Lovers
Listing
Levers
Lighting
Lips
Longing
Life
Living
Scratch………………
FTBAS 2.5.11

Butter

Flitter flutter
Smoother than butter
Yummy Yummy
Goes my tummy

Liquor
Quicker
Pecker
Picker

Like thy lot
Tie a knot
Laugh and sing
Joyful wing

Ticker tock
Wind the clock
Spring is near
Sky so clear

Crank your motor
Run the road
Smoother than butter
So I’m told………………….

FTBAS 2.3.12

Chosen One

All ends I bet
Stand on a whim
Not found yet
Lemmie see what then
Pencils write
Paper and dreams
Sleepless night
Fancy screams
Not right
Not left
No light
No regret
Just a missing
Just a longing
Mental dressing
All wrong then
Way expended
Myself undone
The end has fed
Deaths chosen one……………
Fennigan t. Spencer 1.31.12

Sixteen lies forever

Sixteen years gone by
To weak today
Sixteen daze gone cry
With pooh bear away
To weak to play
Sixteen days alone
In a hole she lay
Sixteen times gone
Nerves affray
No daddy home
No fuzzies for me
Only big empty
Where she should be
The price ain’t right
A game to low
My heart is broken
Forever softened
My lot opened
I say never
Two weeks gone
Sixteen lies forever…………….
FTBAS 1.31.11

Prose

Chunk of lack
Peace of white
Color black
Dead of night
Will bent wrong
Wheel steer left
Radio song
Horizon bet
Sunset shine up
Hose over lame
Sitting duck
Loss end game
Compose in woes
Pattern weak
Of the souls
Eternal leak
In the prose
Of a freak............

FTBAS 1.26.12

Who are you?

The one who blames your environment, people, things behaviors around them as a basis of justifying your own behavior and actions towards life?
A person who is deceived or cheated, as by his or her own emotions or ignorance, by the dishonesty of others, or by some impersonal agency: a victim of misplaced confidence; the victim of a swindler; a victim of an optical illusion.
VICTIM



Or despite your environment, people and things in your life you OWN your actions and behavior. A person who claims responsibility for their actions. One who knows that any situation you are in you helped manifest so therefore you are responsible for all of the results.
To acknowledge or admit: to one own a fault.
To acknowledge as one's own; recognize as having full claim, authority, power, dominion.
OWNER


FTBAS 1.26.12

Dummy

Right here
Not there
See under me
Loud and free
Destiny
Fantasy
Sanity
Calamity
Dummy run
Dummy fun
Its gonna come
Be rain fun
Loss vs gain
Refrain
Pain
Bitter Sweet
Agony
Happy
Forever me
Dummy……………….
FTBAS 1.26.11

No Warning

Didn't see looming
Never knew roaming
There wasn’t it
Mind blip miss
Time went black
Left the pack
Doubt the regress
Forgot the mess
On Devils Island
In my know mans land
Deaths prescription
Is reconciliation
Of lies and deceit
On a truth spreadsheet
Oh pretty me
Asleep
At the sound of no warning……………..

FTBAS 1.24.12

asking why

I stood in the storm asking why,
As wind and rain come bye,
The sky threw lighting bolts of wonder,
Sounds of eons past and present rolling in the thunder,
No answers to my question only more questions,
Standing and walking between dimensions,
Distorted by pain the view so clear,
Falling to my knees I was asking why,
The clouds wept and went on by,
My face away with reigns of fear,
Holes I've dug for a reason,
Buried past my survivor treason,
Grinding of grief with no alibi,
I remember asking why……….

Fennigan Spencer
1.19.12

To

To say allot is so little
To act up so trivial
To first to feel
To fist we steel
To mask on so fake
To last on the take
To sit and wait
To the alleviate
To begin again
To be a friend
To see the end
To free the wind
To list virtue
To see anew
To get a clue
To when all we do
Is to.......


FTBAS 1.15.11

Self

When coming from,
The bottom of realize,
That moment meant for something,
To materialize,
Waiting in the wind,
A waiting to begin,
Looking out to see,
Over the rolling way,
Of dead listening,
To much a sway,
To much a day,
To much this way,
It’s my OCD,
It’s a parody,
Never finality,
Only a vision,
Too please…………………..

FTBAS 1.11.12

Pooh

I haven’t felt this under,
Hide my self in cover,
So what may I steer,
When death comes near,
From wings out stretched,
From my gut out wretched,
To all the blessed saints,
To all the lesser than ain’ts,
She’s my golden sun,
My closest friend,
When death couldn’t win,
To make us undone,
Now she goes with out me,
Into the light from this darkness,
I bid her farewell kiss,
From my heart I pour this,
To tell you what she is to me,
All that I know is what I owe,
To love shared unconditionally,
To make life so simply,
No yelling no screaming,
Warm cuddles on a cold evening,
Are only but a few,
Of what I will miss about my pooh……………

Fenn 1.4.12

Frailty

In the heart of a flash beat,
Corner rounds the complete,
Made it from nothing love,
Created all in above,
To attempt pity,
Does not behoove thee,
That cried foul,
Grueling howl,
Something about we,
Begin to doubt,
Is not with out free,
When about me,
Delicious you see,
My moment of frailty,
Life’s penitents of have to be,
Razors edge of sanity,
Growing on leaves of my T……………

FTBAS 1.4.11