My Apology

When you walk in,
My memory fades,
Darkness sinks in,
I feel afraid.
I'm sorry,
I didn't love you as much as I could have,
You smiled there,
You walked here,
Hands fair,
Waving trust.
I can't hold you
Your not coming back,
I can't fade you,
Or feel you now,
Pleading inside I beg,
Why didn't I love you as much as I could have................
FTBAS 5.8.13

Run Through

Paint me one of all colors,
Baked on bridges of past tense,
Under rails of twine,
Doubtless you know it's true,
That your not alone,
In the distress of emptiness caught below,
I need time to wonder,
I need time deep under,
I need time to stop and go back to last summer,
When I saw you smile a smile,
That would last forever............................

FTBAS 5.5.13