Leader

A true leader does not worry, of what others think of them, or even what they think of themselves. Only of what other people think of them selves and how they treat others.
Fennigan T Bad Ass Spencer 12.11.10

Ten Million Nine Hundred Fifty Thousand

Fuck bright,
Fuck beautiful,
30000 a day,
Starve to death,
30000 a day,
How many are left,
How can it go on?
Little ones,
The most precious ones,
Our future,
Our viewing glass,
Of how God looks at us,
30000 a day waste away,
Don’t look dismayed,
Don’t act afraid,
Not your fault,
Surely can’t be mine,
Cause I know,
We are the caring kind,
Why?
I don’t know,
How,
I see,
Where is this circle going.
What’s the way we flowing.
Where there’s a white dove,
Who’s the friend of?
What’s the fare love?
I can pay,
I can play,
That and this,
Scuse me miss,
Didn’t mean to piss,
On the parade,
Scuse me sir,
Did I make you afraid?
Are you disturbed?
Did I get you dismayed?
Change the channel,
Change to flannel,
Who soiled the sheet?
Who’s got the meat?
30000,
Today,
30000,
Tomorrow,
Am I not supposed to bleed?
Am I not supposed to plead?
For their sorrow,
Feed your pain,
Open up the sky,
To the rain,
God please bring us back again,
To the space of love and peace,
Of manna and mercy,
Father please forgive me,
I show it dark,
I say it loud,
Through the pain,
I am so proud,
To be your son,
But I question,
Who was your only one?
That died today……………

FenniganT 12.9.10

Burn

Burnin square,
Of fair,
Turnin murky,
Lurkin monkey,
Certain urchin,
Hide stroke,
Lied spoke,
Ride toke,
Wide folk,
Decide now tha,
Who’s the aughtA,
One the best of,
Whirs the rest of,
Dark of the light of,
Beginning again,
To become a,
Some one to be a,
Found me alone,
Lost on the sole of,
Shoes that walk of,
Pride and fate,
Whose the loudest,
Who deserves this,
Who real jest,
Peace of bliss,
Bath of holy water,
I aught notta,
Who deserves this,
Who gets this,
Shower of piss,
Bull shit fodder,
Only getting louder……….

FenniganT 12.9.10

Sky

Better look out now,
I’m rippin the sky wide open,
Better listen out now,
I’m bustin doors wide open,
Open free now,
Not a token one,
Not a prodigal son,
Let’s light one,
A long lean one,
I’m on it now,
I’m am in it now,
Yea Im through speakin,
To begin freakin,
Pulling scabs,
Dig in deep in,
Oozing and seapin,
Who’s keeping tabs,
Who’s begging please,
It’s me,
The voice of nobody,
Seeking the most of,
Knocking the dust off of,
Streets for staklin of,
Hey what ya talking of,
My shadow outing,
My numbers counting,
No reasons explain,
Of basement pain,
Blood and tears eight times rain,
Feeding the mountain,
Flowing in the fountain,
Darkness swirling round,
Going down,
In today,
In dismay,
In turn,
I return,
To rippin it open……….
FenniganT 12.6.10

Color Bleed

Storm the bottom,
Storm the top,
With no other,
Chance to stop,
Hard to see,
Why I began,
The color climb,
The color bath,
The color path,
The color wrath,
Front the day,
From the time,
It’s so cold,
It’s so old,
It’s so bold,
To hold,
The blade,
That I made,
Sliced me open,
To color bleed,
Into the night,
Where I see,
Streets of black,
Sky of white,
No color lack,
No color today,
Once again,
Everything’s grey,
Back to normal,
Back to the same,
Back to me again………
FenniganT 12.6.10

Drive Home

Here,
Alone,
Busy,
Bending,
Time,
In,
Line,
Sure,
Fine,
Hard,
Drive,
Future,
Throne,
Today,
Steps,
Up,
Back and down,
Forward,
Left ain’t right,
Tonight,
Tomorrow,
Will you,
Check me,
Will you,
Check you,
Do we,
Check self,
Inline,
Fine,
Drive,
Home…………
FenniganT 12.5.10

Nicks and Slices

Warrior’s realm,
Fighters daze,
At the helm,
Punches faze,
In haste,
Angers sweet,
Angers scent,
Wrong direction,
Wrong reflection,
Comparison,
Compassion,
Fighting,
Slighting,
Subtle,
Nicks and slices,
A little pinch,
A little scrape,
No checkered flag,
To drape,
In this case,
Servant feeds disease,
No release,
No peace,
No race to win,
Victory is pain,
Once again,
For Fennigan
FenniganT 12.5.10