LOVE

1 Corinthians 13

8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Mourning Air

Crisp flow,
Through my window,
Blowing soft,
Or so I thought,
Gentle breeze,
Two deep freeze,
Hurricane,
F5 Tornado,
Molecule bounce,
Atom split,
With no name,
Mixture in all,
Pleasure of pain,
Constrained by nothing,
Held in by all,
Breathe deep,
Last gasp,
O,
I know life,
Mourning air………
FenniganT 12.23.10

Cookie for Santa

God gave Adam and Eve the garden of Eden with simple direction. Nothing complicated. One instruction of don't do this. That’s it very simple everything was out there for them and they blew it. After they ate the apple of knowledge we lost the privilege of ignorant bliss. As children of God he was disappointed when they did. As our father he forgave them. Still they became full of the Ego that has never been present before. Our Spirit and Ego have been at battle ever since. Egos exist for affirmation. An affirmation that will never be completed with the forever ending list.  The SOUL only wants peace. Which ever wins the body follows. Until the body grows old and then sometimes it takes over both ego and soul before we die. A cording to the story knowledge fueled ego so much that soon God had to destroy us all and start over again. This next time he gave us his word and his only son. His word as direction, his son as unconditional love, an example of how to live the word. Any parent knows this is the ultimate sacrifice . Now as many years later we still argue the truth of the word as written in the bible. I argue the truth as viewed by the FTBAS. We are his children, and his true love. He has made a promise to us and has always kept his word. He loves us unconditionally. We live as we die with only only three things, His unconditional love, his forgiveness, and his word. The forgiveness of our Father allows us to give unconditional love, forgive ourselves and those who trespass against us, keep our word and not break it. I have no contract of guarantee, no paper for a judge to decide if I am right or not, I only have faith in the Father. He loves me and asks me to believe in his love. I have faith in that love. I have seen it. I have felt it. I have it. We all do. Spread your words of unconditional love across the universal sky my friends. Spread it in your homes, spread it to the homeless, spread it on the streets, spread it on the narrow, and spread it on the wide. Spread it thick and spread it till the day you die. Most importantly spread it, to your Self unconditionally, spread it around your entire insides. Then pass your love along to who ever you meet. I say it’s all out there for us if we do the one simple thing he asks. Spread love till we keep his word when we give ours.




FenniganT 12.23.10

Devil

Like the devil I must fight,
This desire within,
To be wanted,
To have a friend,
That burn of lonely,
Those sighs of despair,
The moment when you find,
You are not a friend,
Or lover,
Or anything,
You just were and that’s all,
Something to pass the time,
Something to play with,
The gadget of the day,
Melancholy in self,
Desperate is not feeling,
But a state of mind,
Used is not a thing,
But a way of being,
That you don’t find out till the end…………
Never wanting to be needed,
Needing to be wanted.
FenniganT 12.23.10

Unsure........

Very hard,
Very late,
Very wrong,
Very wait,
Very impatient,
Very weak,
Very understanding,
What I seek,
One,
Me,
Three,
More,
What’s four?
Who’s that?
Trap for,
Of snakes and landings,
O just some more,
Misunderstandings,
Screaming night winds,
Blazing fury,
Beautiful eyes blurry,
Belly pitted,
Mind fitted,
Profited,
Wilted,
Hard,
Late,
Wrong,
Wait,
Impatient,
Weak,
Pure,
Unsure………….
FenniganT 12.20.10

Rain

Washing down on me,
Like a leather tapestry,
Bleeding I am free,
What do you want to see,
Another calamity,
Searching the dark,
When the lights already here,
What do you fear,
Why is it not clear,
The answer is love,
Love my self,
Love my brother,
Love one another,
In the light of the Father,
In the grace of the mother,
Nurture,
Care,
Hold,
Relate in empathy,
Hold your sympathy,
Never on empty,
Always filled with rain……….
FenniganT 12.20.10