Calm Attacked

Reflections a mere walk
Through sides of memory
Escape the daily conscience
Of what’s soon to be

History has a reputation
Sailing the mass of time
Can you feel my frustration?
The wonders of my mind

Cautious building blocks of pain
Pour the foundation
My tears flow like rain
To solidify the situation

Tears down the walls
So long to build
All along insanity calls
Begging me not to feel

Lead my path to freedom
Walk me through the sand
Show this fabulous kingdom
Take me by the hand

Following your presence
All safe and secure
Fighting the resistance
Is this the right way
Are you sure?
Where are we?
What goes here?
Strange things I see
With feelings of fear
Its that quick
Rushing so hard
I’m feeling sick
Caught off guard

Follow me now I’m going
To a deep place I hide
Blind and not knowing
At which depth I do collide
This thing is kicking my ass
Feeding on my fear
Not much longer to last I’m afraid my dear

To the well of sorrow
Regret peace and pain
Now totally insane
Demons of hell demons of my own
I can not fight them
I should have know
Not by myself
Not alone!
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ME

ME
Perched upon my soul
A wise man with heart of stone
On his side a child so free
In the middle is me

Wise man of pain
He deals it well
Child of love
Gift from above

Days of freedom
Nights of hell
I cannot choose
I cannot tell
I am the referee
Hiding both the best I can
The child I protect
The wise man protects me
FenniganT 1993