A year on a page

One year ago
Zero hour
Head ringing
Vision blurred
Breath gone
Need air
Shaking heart breaking
Am I dying?
Walking dead
Shell shock
No sleep
No peace
Eyes wide shut
Still can’t see
Why what or whatever
Inner voice moved out
Emotionally dead
With out hope
For repair
90
Days later
Boots back on
Walking with fake strut
Hope no body notices
Continuously repeating
I am worthy
this to shall pass
you deserve happiness.
To find a way out.
Gotta heal
No storm last forever!
Pushing through each day
Boots weigh a ton
Hard to walk
No other choice
180
U turn?
Still cold
I try to imagine summer
Pray meditate eat
Am I gaining weight?
Three quarters through twelve months
Half the time I still feel I am faking it
Service to others is the only thing that feels right
I’m listening to people more
Open dialogue with god
Reading more is a good sign
Here I am one year later
What view
All I forgot
All I learned
All I knew
The only thing that matters
Love in service
A path of our own
A understanding that all is one
All vibes together
The purer the positive energy I receive and release
The more comes to me
Goal is now to open that valve full stream..............