Wednesday, July 24, 2013

In my ignorance

In my ignorance I see a whole species laid to waste. A species whose greatest achievement will be destroying our own home. Even against the moral story of our greatest book we still concrete and asphalt our Garden of Eden to satisfy nothing but greed and power. Our bodies reject it, our souls scream out for nature and its pure energy. Our minds are fooled by the consensual numbing of intake, visual, audible, and physical. Prescription drugs, alcohol, illicit drugs, food, sex, TV, face book, internet, porn, shopping just to mention a few are all devices we use to numb ourselves to the true reality that we are slaves raising slaves for somebody else’s children in a corporate concrete world. Why else would a national championship be more important than health care?
FTBAS

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Into dust

Into dust

Looking through the glass I saw the alphabet boys
Thinking this is going to be bad, very bad.
Shifting my gaze over to my daughter sitting there innocent
Knowing in just a few minutes her whole world would never be the same
In a breath remembering her youth and all the years in between
I moved next to her reached out and held her hand
Looking into her eyes I exclaimed “Listen to me now”
“Every moment of every day up till now as prepared you for this.”
With her beautiful serious smile she asked “what do you mean”?
My mind racing "Oh how I so want for this to go away, to protect her, anything but this"!
I replied “no matter what happens in the next few minutes, you take care of you”.
The doors opened and then our world crumbled into dust...........................


FTBAS 7.21.13

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Up in smoke

When the end comes along
To all it is the same,
Some quick some so long
Coffins and picture frames
Ceremonies for who is left
Silent moments unique facing death
In each one I have lived through
I stole a moment of our time
To slip into a pocket
Or maybe a hand
Something very sublime
Could be a grain of sand
Maybe cork from that bottle
From which we tugged
Its always something private
Forever linking our souls
In a time and a space
That only you and I know
So in the end
If mine before yours
I hope and I pray
You slip a little of you into me
Before I go up in the smoke
Sealing our moment in peace

FTBAS 7.10.13

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

One and the same

Staring briskly into the void
Castles are built from sand
Sky towers are just a joy
My cavern is below the land

Darkness unfolds a beauty trace
Treasures wanted not peace
Deaths danced in my face
My memories bled of happy freaks

Lights explored the hole my worms have made
Lamps of tattooed skin make my shade
Silenced in the gasp you just made
Write now, no I am not afraid

Of thunder clouds rolling in
Or of what tomorrow will bring
Ill split my skies open
In one and the same..............

FTBAS 6.3.13

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Conform

Laid solid in your root,
Intermingled among your vine,
Producing sweetest of fruit,
Uprising in the mind.

A standing field,
Rows of glory born,
Daylight dawns still,
In darkness of the norm.

Awakening as such,
Freedom is made,
Conformity a clutch,
Makes you fade.

Into some reason,
Always another,
For your treason,
One to the other........................have been played..........

FTBAS 6.30.13

Friday, June 21, 2013

Fennigan sends a Fennagram

You are me
I know
Mirror me
Shadow

Done glance
Dance diddy
Hyper chance
My city

I'm cancer
To your nicorette
Slow dancer
You bet

Come back full blast
Coated with Teflon
No dark fast
Full Blown

Begin then
Fennigan
Once again
Send this Fennigram

Cause you glow bestest
Known to the rest of us
Callin this mess just
Drawing in the dust

Blessed........................

FTBAS 6.21.13


Grounded

High winds and bright sparks,
White flashes blowing rain,
Thunderstruck starts,
Some ruin in pain.

Others bury true,
Mired in the mud,
Those grounded few,
Enjoying the deafening thud.

Ricochet off the bedroom walls,
Balanced between static and rush,
Intensely the soul of nature calls,
With in them the rock of such...............

FTBAS 6.21.13


Sunday, June 2, 2013

In spite

Edge looking down,
Corner coming up,
Abyss me around,
Stoned out on luck.

Calamity and torture,
Destiny and fortune,
Nothing for sure.
Family heirloom,

Sounds of what to be,
Confuse the blind malady,
Sheeple of mass insanity,
Bread backward into free.

The illusion of institution,
Co operate the doctrine,
Of conformed solution,
Slaves and wanna bees.

All in spite of me.................................

FTBAS 6.2.13




Sunday, May 26, 2013

Like That

Something a coming down the road,
A bad ass roaming carrying overload,
Deming the lights and surging juice,
How many time has this been loose.

In another way to see
In another way to be
A sight full of clarity
Walking bad ass child prodigie

Know one to tell you to wander,
Know one to tell you to roam
Tonight the day gone to forever
Into the book unknown.

Dilly dally dog wire fence,
Silly Said once again,
Somewhere known to dance,
With a poker lying to draw win.

Monkey sitting ace high should
Twilight dreams of angels and the dead
Any saint that possibly could,
Fight back against whats been unsaid..................


FTBAS 5.26.13

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

My Apology

When you walk in,
My memory fades,
Darkness sinks in,
I feel afraid.
I'm sorry,
I didn't love you as much as I could have,
You smiled there,
You walked here,
Hands fair,
Waving trust.
I can't hold you
Your not coming back,
I can't fade you,
Or feel you now,
Pleading inside I beg,
Why didn't I love you as much as I could have................
FTBAS 5.8.13