Sixteen years gone by
To weak today
Sixteen daze gone cry
With pooh bear away
To weak to play
Sixteen days alone
In a hole she lay
Sixteen times gone
Nerves affray
No daddy home
No fuzzies for me
Only big empty
Where she should be
The price ain’t right
A game to low
My heart is broken
Forever softened
My lot opened
I say never
Two weeks gone
Sixteen lies forever…………….
FTBAS 1.31.11
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Prose
Chunk of lack
Peace of white
Color black
Dead of night
Will bent wrong
Wheel steer left
Radio song
Horizon bet
Sunset shine up
Hose over lame
Sitting duck
Loss end game
Compose in woes
Pattern weak
Of the souls
Eternal leak
In the prose
Of a freak............
FTBAS 1.26.12
Peace of white
Color black
Dead of night
Will bent wrong
Wheel steer left
Radio song
Horizon bet
Sunset shine up
Hose over lame
Sitting duck
Loss end game
Compose in woes
Pattern weak
Of the souls
Eternal leak
In the prose
Of a freak............
FTBAS 1.26.12
Who are you?
The one who blames your environment, people, things behaviors around them as a basis of justifying your own behavior and actions towards life?
A person who is deceived or cheated, as by his or her own emotions or ignorance, by the dishonesty of others, or by some impersonal agency: a victim of misplaced confidence; the victim of a swindler; a victim of an optical illusion.
VICTIM
Or despite your environment, people and things in your life you OWN your actions and behavior. A person who claims responsibility for their actions. One who knows that any situation you are in you helped manifest so therefore you are responsible for all of the results.
To acknowledge or admit: to one own a fault.
To acknowledge as one's own; recognize as having full claim, authority, power, dominion.
OWNER
FTBAS 1.26.12
A person who is deceived or cheated, as by his or her own emotions or ignorance, by the dishonesty of others, or by some impersonal agency: a victim of misplaced confidence; the victim of a swindler; a victim of an optical illusion.
VICTIM
Or despite your environment, people and things in your life you OWN your actions and behavior. A person who claims responsibility for their actions. One who knows that any situation you are in you helped manifest so therefore you are responsible for all of the results.
To acknowledge or admit: to one own a fault.
To acknowledge as one's own; recognize as having full claim, authority, power, dominion.
OWNER
FTBAS 1.26.12
Dummy
Right here
Not there
See under me
Loud and free
Destiny
Fantasy
Sanity
Calamity
Dummy run
Dummy fun
Its gonna come
Be rain fun
Loss vs gain
Refrain
Pain
Bitter Sweet
Agony
Happy
Forever me
Dummy……………….
FTBAS 1.26.11
Not there
See under me
Loud and free
Destiny
Fantasy
Sanity
Calamity
Dummy run
Dummy fun
Its gonna come
Be rain fun
Loss vs gain
Refrain
Pain
Bitter Sweet
Agony
Happy
Forever me
Dummy……………….
FTBAS 1.26.11
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
No Warning
Didn't see looming
Never knew roaming
There wasn’t it
Mind blip miss
Time went black
Left the pack
Doubt the regress
Forgot the mess
On Devils Island
In my know mans land
Deaths prescription
Is reconciliation
Of lies and deceit
On a truth spreadsheet
Oh pretty me
Asleep
At the sound of no warning……………..
FTBAS 1.24.12
Never knew roaming
There wasn’t it
Mind blip miss
Time went black
Left the pack
Doubt the regress
Forgot the mess
On Devils Island
In my know mans land
Deaths prescription
Is reconciliation
Of lies and deceit
On a truth spreadsheet
Oh pretty me
Asleep
At the sound of no warning……………..
FTBAS 1.24.12
Thursday, January 19, 2012
asking why
I stood in the storm asking why,
As wind and rain come bye,
The sky threw lighting bolts of wonder,
Sounds of eons past and present rolling in the thunder,
No answers to my question only more questions,
Standing and walking between dimensions,
Distorted by pain the view so clear,
Falling to my knees I was asking why,
The clouds wept and went on by,
My face away with reigns of fear,
Holes I've dug for a reason,
Buried past my survivor treason,
Grinding of grief with no alibi,
I remember asking why……….
Fennigan Spencer
1.19.12
As wind and rain come bye,
The sky threw lighting bolts of wonder,
Sounds of eons past and present rolling in the thunder,
No answers to my question only more questions,
Standing and walking between dimensions,
Distorted by pain the view so clear,
Falling to my knees I was asking why,
The clouds wept and went on by,
My face away with reigns of fear,
Holes I've dug for a reason,
Buried past my survivor treason,
Grinding of grief with no alibi,
I remember asking why……….
Fennigan Spencer
1.19.12
Sunday, January 15, 2012
To
To say allot is so little
To act up so trivial
To first to feel
To fist we steel
To mask on so fake
To last on the take
To sit and wait
To the alleviate
To begin again
To be a friend
To see the end
To free the wind
To list virtue
To see anew
To get a clue
To when all we do
Is to.......
FTBAS 1.15.11
To act up so trivial
To first to feel
To fist we steel
To mask on so fake
To last on the take
To sit and wait
To the alleviate
To begin again
To be a friend
To see the end
To free the wind
To list virtue
To see anew
To get a clue
To when all we do
Is to.......
FTBAS 1.15.11
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Self
When coming from,
The bottom of realize,
That moment meant for something,
To materialize,
Waiting in the wind,
A waiting to begin,
Looking out to see,
Over the rolling way,
Of dead listening,
To much a sway,
To much a day,
To much this way,
It’s my OCD,
It’s a parody,
Never finality,
Only a vision,
Too please…………………..
FTBAS 1.11.12
The bottom of realize,
That moment meant for something,
To materialize,
Waiting in the wind,
A waiting to begin,
Looking out to see,
Over the rolling way,
Of dead listening,
To much a sway,
To much a day,
To much this way,
It’s my OCD,
It’s a parody,
Never finality,
Only a vision,
Too please…………………..
FTBAS 1.11.12
Friday, January 6, 2012
Pooh
I haven’t felt this under,
Hide my self in cover,
So what may I steer,
When death comes near,
From wings out stretched,
From my gut out wretched,
To all the blessed saints,
To all the lesser than ain’ts,
She’s my golden sun,
My closest friend,
When death couldn’t win,
To make us undone,
Now she goes with out me,
Into the light from this darkness,
I bid her farewell kiss,
From my heart I pour this,
To tell you what she is to me,
All that I know is what I owe,
To love shared unconditionally,
To make life so simply,
No yelling no screaming,
Warm cuddles on a cold evening,
Are only but a few,
Of what I will miss about my pooh……………
Fenn 1.4.12
Hide my self in cover,
So what may I steer,
When death comes near,
From wings out stretched,
From my gut out wretched,
To all the blessed saints,
To all the lesser than ain’ts,
She’s my golden sun,
My closest friend,
When death couldn’t win,
To make us undone,
Now she goes with out me,
Into the light from this darkness,
I bid her farewell kiss,
From my heart I pour this,
To tell you what she is to me,
All that I know is what I owe,
To love shared unconditionally,
To make life so simply,
No yelling no screaming,
Warm cuddles on a cold evening,
Are only but a few,
Of what I will miss about my pooh……………
Fenn 1.4.12
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Frailty
In the heart of a flash beat,
Corner rounds the complete,
Made it from nothing love,
Created all in above,
To attempt pity,
Does not behoove thee,
That cried foul,
Grueling howl,
Something about we,
Begin to doubt,
Is not with out free,
When about me,
Delicious you see,
My moment of frailty,
Life’s penitents of have to be,
Razors edge of sanity,
Growing on leaves of my T……………
FTBAS 1.4.11
Corner rounds the complete,
Made it from nothing love,
Created all in above,
To attempt pity,
Does not behoove thee,
That cried foul,
Grueling howl,
Something about we,
Begin to doubt,
Is not with out free,
When about me,
Delicious you see,
My moment of frailty,
Life’s penitents of have to be,
Razors edge of sanity,
Growing on leaves of my T……………
FTBAS 1.4.11
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