For Givin!

Not for taking,
Not for return,
Not for haggle,
Not for burn,
Not a moment,
Or second,
To late,
To hesitate,
No rebate,
No speculation,
No abbreviation,
Will do,
Cheek wet,
Now dry,
Things kept,
Deep inside,
Open silence,
Dark threads,
Spent tangles,
Now untied,
No alibi,
Just faith,
In the space,
Between the mind,
In time,
For Giving……….
FenniganT 10.11.10

Chosen

To be picked,
Not the last one,
Like the first,
Shot,
In the arm,
DOC in hand,
Chosen over,
Swapped for,
Something better,
Than before,
What’s given?
What’s more?
What’s selling?
Behind the door,
What feeling?
Wants some more,
Of the pain,
More misery,
Is this why,
I’m so slow?
To cry,
When fast ones,
Ride for free………
FenniganT 10.20.10

Perfect!

A,
Perfect,
Image,
Replicate,
Fate,
Bred,
Believer,
Deceiver,
Foot Prints,
Fuck em!
God don’t need any more pussys,
He needs warriors,
To work his word,
Over this land,
Bad mother fuckers like him,
That can chuckle,
At these lines,
And not feel the knuckle,
Of Satan’s hand in pain,
Often the witness of decay,
Not to be led astray,
By life’s crazy way,
A soldier who will battle,
Without fist or spear,
Without life’s rattle,
Of fame and fear,
So pure,
One can see,
Hear and listen,
To be sane,
A vessel of light,
In God’s chosen call,
Of forgiveness crossing,
On path’s unknown,
Picking up the fight,
Reaching out that hand,
Threw the wall of stone,
Into the warriors light,
Walking in God’s word,
Of unconditional love,
FenniganT 10.19.10

Open

Intense,
Common sense,
Met,
Genius,
In my defense,
I was convinced,
This room was fenced,
I ain’t been back since,
But I am dense,
As the bush’s on a tree,
But that’s,
Talking to freely,
In the thick of reality,
Speaking in tongue of poetry,
Like anyone understands,
Anymore,
It’s the money the fortune the fame,
The bounce, roll, play the game,
Then I see you again,
My box stops,
The world turns again,
In the right direction…………
FenniganT 10.11.10

In the Push

Wake,
Sleep,
Take,
Make,
Life,
Dreams,
Nightmares,
Devastation,
Revelation,
Emancipation,
Gravitation,
Towards,
Center,
Deep,
Dark,
Caverns,
Crawl,
Cover,
Lover,
Fighter,
Fuses,
Future
Past,
Pain,
Greif,
Calm,
Storm,
Light,
Rain,
Sun,
Replenish,
To live,
To love,
In the push………
FenniganT 10.11.10

Heart of War

It’s a slick slide,
Down that ride,
Mr.General on highest,
To do lowest
Damage multi fold,
Or wreak carnage
With lesson untold,
To scavenge,
Destiny clashing,
With faith’s creation,
You’re facing
Intellectual masturbation,
Mind fuck if you will,
Stead fast her chill,
Sent up your spine,
It’s her time,
To shine,
As your left behind,
In her star dust…………
FenniganT 10.4.10

Touched

Sight,
Sound,
Long,
Lean,
Smooth,
Silk,
Skin,
Fire,
Melt,
Blue,
Eyes,
Tell,
Me
Smell,
Free,
Hair,
Falls,
So do,
I,
Look,
There,
Touched,
Here,
My self,
In you……..
FenniganT 10.1.10

Confiscable

Confiscable,
Liable to be taken,
Only of course,
By authorized party,
More than once,
I watched you,
Walk out that door,
Taken,
Not authorized,
Words hold no claim,
Honor does not reign,
Only money and fame,
In this nation of shame,
A place where gentlemen,
Die lonely and old,
While players lie in blankets of gold,
Contract hold in court,
Words in the heart,
What’s the type?
Of man you hype?
Fennigan T 9.29.10

Listen

Can’t you hear me when,
I am talking to you?
Can’t you see me when,
I’m walking through?
Look at me I’m standing,
Here in the middle,
Not playin,
No riddle,
Fiddle,
Faddle,
Fuck,
My phone cards out you got a buck?
Fuck,
Dead line,
Another miscommunication,
Another rotation,
Another deviation,
Another burn,
Another concern
Another to learn,
Another return,
To possibility,
To reality,
To fantasy,
To sanity,
Are you listening to me?


FenniganT 9.29.10

Finds Me

When I’m lost,
She finds me,
When I’m away,
She defines me,
When I’m talking,
To the voices in my head,
She reminds me,
That I’m not alone,
When I cry,
She wipes my tears,
When I’m afraid,
She runs away my fear,
When it’s dark,
She brings the light,
When I’m dry,
She brings the rain,
When I’m hurt,
She nurses my pain,
When I done,
She starts me over,
When I run,
She waits,
She’s the one,
That turns me around,
Kisses my cheek,
When I love,
Allows me to leave,
Then welcomes me home……….
FenniganT 9.20.10