why is me

Its all in complacency,
Never in rhapsody,
Cost of fantasy,
Verses reality,

Of moments in time,
Doubts the mind,
Counts the time,
on down the line,

Oh so far away,
In the mid day,
What they say,
Ends my fray,

Not my sanity,
Not my vanity,
Not my want to be,
Not my why is me...................

FTBAS 11.20.12