Building

Hard life,
Built these walls,
Sacrifices,
To tall,
To give in,
Trust another,
Believe in,
Something other,
Trying it,
To,
Living unafraid,
To live in today,
Unfettered,
Unaltered,
Trust away,
Trust today,
It my choice anyway!
FenniganT 8/14/10

Morning

Morning gone sunrise,
Day gone sunshine,
Sundown over my eyes.
Night goes flat line,
Open to reality,
Spread from of me,
Trickle down fantasy,
Blind to see.
What’s in front,
Whats behind,
What gone down,
What’s to little,
Is more than enough,
Or not to much,
Just such,
No luck,
No Fuck,
No fight,
No Fenn
In this light,
In this day,
No way,
No Fennigan,
To begin again,
Right here,
Right now,
How?
FenniganT 8/14/10

Butterfly

I hold a butterfly,
Lit on my hand,
Watched it spread its wings,
Set it down,
Left on solid ground,
Don’t wanna miss,
States of bliss,
Wonderful kiss,
Temperatures right,
Jolts me tight,
Shakes my mind,
Makes me quiver,
Has me thinking,
Will I ever,
Walk that way
Straight and tall,
Or am I ever cursed,
Bent and small,
Don’t think so,
Cause I am Fenn,
Then Fennigan,
Back again,
Both are me,
Both see,
The top of this world,
Played out in front of me,
I just have to,
See into,
Butterfly…………
FenniganT 8.13.10

Keep Up............?

Not possible,
You can’t do it,
Won’t make it,
Done been done,
Scratch,
Think,
Do I wanna?
Keep up with that?
Found your weakness,
Used it,
Turned it,
Tight.
Pushed you,
To the edge,
Broken loose,
Went on over,
Then used it again,
Everybody gives in,
Everybody’s shamed,
Everybody looses,
Plying this game,
Keep up?
Not with that,
Not in me,
Not what I wanna be!
FenniganT 8.13.10

Pass

In the ripple,
In the breeze,
In the flow,
In the these,
In the those,
Some do it,
Some don’t
Some will,
Some won’t,
In the sky,
In the night,
In the dark,
In the light,
So they can,
So they couldn’t,
So they should,
So they shouldn’t
Pass each other……….
FenniganT 8.12.10

Far Away...............

Through time I feel you,
It has no power here,
No belonging does it hold,
No presence to persevere.
This line of energy,
All through time,
Connects us through my rhyme,
I flow in this
I hear you breathing,
I feel you sigh,
I touch you wondering,
If you think about me,
I hope its good,
If you talk about me,
I hoped you would,
Remember how much I love you,
How much I care.
How much I want to be there.
FenniganT 8/10/10

Tomorrow

Aint for sure,
Aint no cure,
No start line,
Nothing but time.
A free mulligan,
An erased line,
A blank start over,
A chance to win.
Every day,
From sleep,
To dream,
Along the seam,
Of new tapestry,
A glorious flag,
Screaming dreams,
Aint no start over’s,
Aint no new beginnings,
Just sleepless betting,
Without forgiving,
Without forgetting,
When regretting,
The day before you live!
FenniganT 8/10/10