Deadly

There it comes
Spoiling all the funs
Tall and loud
Witty and proud
Yapping and screaming
Got my ears a bleeding
Such a queen
A bitch really
Ain't you seen
That Philly
From to North
To South
Shes always
Spewing in someones mouth
So sick and faking
Rumor replicating
Reputation deterioration
Character with out the making
And always faking
Cause real
Is a siren shrill
Like glass
It bust that ass
Truth does endure
I am sure
But dramas always working
Like Miley twerkin
And us watching
On a set
On next
Starving children with out their mamma
Cause she out talking with Drama............
FTBAS 12.21.14

Empty rainbows

Empty Rainbows


In the dark it lies
Somewhere in overcast skies
Believing in the human condition
Creating my empathy fruition

Well I'm done frustrating
Gonna start fixating
On loving every living thing
And the joy I can bring

Framed in empty rainbows
Opened all my windows
Out our time fly's
Soon we all dies

Pardons are just a sheet
Devils got to compete
I'm just a garden
Something to warden

For Jesus to weep
When Gods asleep
Slumped on the wheel
Oh my soul is real

Bent over and undone
When I try to be someone
Not meant to be
Other than me.............
FTBAS 12.16.14

Vaminos

I said this to you

What you put me through

I dig my silence

Ain't worried since

My satisfaction

Is domino

Fall down

Get back up

Push me

Fuck

Falls are creeks at the end

I am cheeks

Soulshine friend

So you said somebody

Did you there

Now that ain’t right

I'll declare

You miss leading for sure

But Hey I m gonna be the only one you see

The one that’s gotta be

Your satisfaction don’t you know

Vaminos -vaminos………………….

FTBAS 12.8.14 

Journeys

When the silence of my heart starts beating

Plows in the soil of my soul retreating

I follow a measure in my rhyme

Doubting the empty sublime

Of treasure in darkness

Of paths walked alone

It’s within the emptiness

We find we are not alone……….

FTBAS   11.18.14

Downstream

Spirals and waves
Rocks and rays
Leaves and branches
Night romances
Day delights
Split unites
Without the blind
I could not see
With out my anger
I am not free
Doubt and tragedy
Hand with misery
Cards are not just dealt
They are hand felt
Built with tiny cracks
Shortcut across the tracks
To lean up that hill
Toting despair still
Dogs bark when afraid
Is a decision made
With the heart of mind
Chosen path all the time
Light dark purple blue
I get to be me
You get to be you
Just not sure
Who gets to choose.............
FTBAS 11.13.14

My old Friend

Watching my old friend this morning.

Over 5000 of these days together forming.

Sitting in the warm fall sun, soaking in the rays.

Hot rising or stormy weather days.

My keys jingling are an instant up.

Cause we might be loading up to go in the truck..

Every work day and weekend , keeping an eye on my shoes.

Me barefoot has him with the blues.

Cause boots are for working, so he's almost sure to go.

Tennis shoes are a maybe yes, and sandals maybe no.

Point man on the trail, as a good lead dog would.

Never once has left me, from being misunderstood.

Returning from times he can’t roll, he’s the first face I see.

From a hard day’s work or fishing in the sea.

When he’s not there I hear his bark.

Silence is deafening without his snoring in the dark.

Nights are not the same when I don’t call his name.

Been beside me when even when I was unsure.

With his heart of gold and love so pure.

My old best friend Wyatt the Wonder dog

Or WD 40 on short.

Blessing sent to me from God’s court.

To become such a part of me.

I see I am in good company.

Left with maybe a year or two if we are blessed.

Cause living and dying daily together, is what us old friends do best………………..

FTBAS 10.22.14

F and D

I ask not of my faith, to forgive our darkness.

Only to hold me, as I see it through till dawn. 

FTBAS  10.3.14

Candy toast

Savory and sweet

Tongues little treat

Like sunshine in rays

Distant in daze

Moments in haze

Keep looking back

Never keeping track

Of begs a pleading

A hearts a bleeding

Opera on the floor

Sanity out the door

Nights a ringing

Souls a flinging

Tossed and believing 

That one little thing

Somethings do change

An island of swim

End books whim

Characters done

What's become

To the hero then
Or looser has been

King on top

Pauper will mop

Over the world 

Flag unfurled

With the host

Over the boast

Glass raised my candy toast...................

FTBAS 9.11.14

Soulshine

Concrete perfection reached
In beginning was preached
Of lasting pain and loners
Dusty boots in empty corners

Memories of gritty days gone by
Talking shit and running dry
Whats that my friend?
Soul shined once again?

Mud fields at last
Haze dispersal fast
That gaze in burrow
Looking west tomorrow

Birds are humming
Trees are sunning
Shade heat away
For soul shine to play....................

FTBAS 9.21.14

In me

Mind a train of thinking
Heart beats of passion
Within my soul seeing all
On my feet I'm standing
Arms meant for hugging
Shoulders built for lugging
Hips love dancing
Fingertips for romancing
Eye stare blinking
Mouth forms worlds
Envy has them shrinking
Courage pushes me forth
Cowardice stuffed in worth
Silence fell on ears
Ducts roll out tears
Smiled at the lips
One I just bit
With teeth shining
Muscles a flexin
Blood is pumping
Sometime I'm dumping
Sleep is a whore
Showers are a bore
On water proof skin
Cold vs warm
Constant battle
Temperature gauges
All over the faces
Emotional system
Physical rhythm
Nervous system
Control monitors
Sleeping at the wheel
I'm me
Even still.............

FTBAS 9.4.14