My Apology

When you walk in,
My memory fades,
Darkness sinks in,
I feel afraid.
I'm sorry,
I didn't love you as much as I could have,
You smiled there,
You walked here,
Hands fair,
Waving trust.
I can't hold you
Your not coming back,
I can't fade you,
Or feel you now,
Pleading inside I beg,
Why didn't I love you as much as I could have................
FTBAS 5.8.13

Run Through

Paint me one of all colors,
Baked on bridges of past tense,
Under rails of twine,
Doubtless you know it's true,
That your not alone,
In the distress of emptiness caught below,
I need time to wonder,
I need time deep under,
I need time to stop and go back to last summer,
When I saw you smile a smile,
That would last forever............................

FTBAS 5.5.13

D and D

Something came to face,
Leather became lace,
Collusion dive,
Intrusion alive,

Illusions and reality,
Soak brevity,
Cloaked sixth,
Soul fix.

Journey never ceased,
Localized disease,
Ponder with me please,
Seal my crease,

Can't tell you from them,
Don't sell me flem flam,
Wonder death and destruction,
Well ain't that something?

FTBAS 4.22.13

And God showed up

The brief compassion,
Ripples everlasting,
Our night stormy dark,
Satisfaction maker mark.

Temp with out asking,
While my problems are fasting,
Souls drip dry,
Collection full pie.

Peace my soul may be,
Pieces of others save me,
Once I was led,
Now I am fed.

Once I feed ,
Now I lead,
Once you are freed,
Soul will I be.............

FTBAS 4.10.13

rise n shine

sun rise
moon glide
heart dies
riding tide

flood me
fill mine
blue sea
dont mind

waves forever
lifes short
some never
get to port......

FTBAS 4.5.13

On High

So normal it is,
Balanced and clean,
Head open bliss,
Wonderful colors scream,
Daylights it's darkest,
With out the night,
I did not start this,
Emerita fight,
Good and evil,
Light and dark,
What kind of man brings retrieval,
To the biggest dog fight?

FTBAS 3.20.13

Old Caver's Never Die

Old caver Never Die

Dark holes,
Blowin cold,
Young mud moles,
Now getting old,
Through the all SERAS,
They played all the TAGS,
Not one lags,
All are bad ass,
Best friends of bats,
Crawling like rats,
In some mud hole,
To find the cavern of hope,
A place they never get old,
Our old cavers never die,
Just take a closer look,
They are digging in the dark corners of face book…….

FenniganT
5/25/11

Ladies and Gentlemen

Our speaker tonight needs no introduction,

Not for self in front, behind or in the middle underneath then,

Spiral following along this edge of abyss,

Sunbelt shining  in blue note of burnt faces

Defiantly failing to weigh the heavy bag we tote,

A beggar turned monster in a story once lost in places,

Upon time when all was dark and with ignorant bliss,

Can't describe the brightest that came ever,

With nothing in the brilliance of perfection that could compete,

In our battle of evermore,

So we all can say " whatever you did for one of the least of these "

Comes before and beyond our creations..........

FTBAS 3.14.13

Everything

If everything is not for gotten , nothing can be for giving............

FTBAS 3.2.13

Clanging Symbols

You can't own a spirit,
Can't erase a memory,
Make something fit,
That doesn't want to be.

Split the tempest rain,
Rush a dream,
Locomotive freight train,
Isn't what it seams.

Daylight will dawn,
Love and grace around,
While your all alone,
And haven't made a sound!


FTBAS 2.27.13