On High

So normal it is,
Balanced and clean,
Head open bliss,
Wonderful colors scream,
Daylights it's darkest,
With out the night,
I did not start this,
Emerita fight,
Good and evil,
Light and dark,
What kind of man brings retrieval,
To the biggest dog fight?

FTBAS 3.20.13

Old Caver's Never Die

Old caver Never Die

Dark holes,
Blowin cold,
Young mud moles,
Now getting old,
Through the all SERAS,
They played all the TAGS,
Not one lags,
All are bad ass,
Best friends of bats,
Crawling like rats,
In some mud hole,
To find the cavern of hope,
A place they never get old,
Our old cavers never die,
Just take a closer look,
They are digging in the dark corners of face book…….

FenniganT
5/25/11

Ladies and Gentlemen

Our speaker tonight needs no introduction,

Not for self in front, behind or in the middle underneath then,

Spiral following along this edge of abyss,

Sunbelt shining  in blue note of burnt faces

Defiantly failing to weigh the heavy bag we tote,

A beggar turned monster in a story once lost in places,

Upon time when all was dark and with ignorant bliss,

Can't describe the brightest that came ever,

With nothing in the brilliance of perfection that could compete,

In our battle of evermore,

So we all can say " whatever you did for one of the least of these "

Comes before and beyond our creations..........

FTBAS 3.14.13

Everything

If everything is not for gotten , nothing can be for giving............

FTBAS 3.2.13

Clanging Symbols

You can't own a spirit,
Can't erase a memory,
Make something fit,
That doesn't want to be.

Split the tempest rain,
Rush a dream,
Locomotive freight train,
Isn't what it seams.

Daylight will dawn,
Love and grace around,
While your all alone,
And haven't made a sound!


FTBAS 2.27.13

To all those before me

Thank you for your hope,
Thank you for your pain,
Before me you went,
Snow, Sun, Wind and rain.

Died millions of deaths,
Blood in the street,
All the same  breaths,
Of an infants heart beat.

Live and learn,
Hazardous materiel,
Thank you for the damage,
Thank you for the ruin

Thank you for learning,
Before I knew what I was doing...........................

FTBAS 2.26.13

It's not easy

Grace please hold us
Pain has seared through
Binding us to see
In our missing you

Every day a freezing
In a long night,
Of screaming
Souls in flight

Just to hold you
See your smile
In Gods shining blue
All the while

We have walked left
We have walked right
Lost our best
Fought our fight


We give you now,
A bow to the wind
Still not knowing how
We lost you friend.......................

FTBAS 2.20.13

R.I.P. Andrew Cory Martin June 1, 1990 - Feb 8, 2013

Even in our sleep,
pain which cannot forget
falls drop by drop upon the heart until…
in our despair,
against our will,
comes wisdom through the awful grace of God.
- Aeschylus

Astray

Love is open,
I am closed,
Cheap is my token,
Of negatives exposed.


I've run away,
Sunk into the pain,
Hoping I pray,
For a summer rain.

My tears hard,
Eyes squeezed,
Mind barred,
Nothing pleased.

Against my memory,
I smash the wall of time,
It won't let me be,
I can't see the sublime.

That I was supposed to know................

FTBAS 2.16.13

Rain

A week of Angels,
Close in darkness of tonight,
Three's in tangles,
Shining so bright,
Clouds of inspiration,
Forever flowing forth,
Sour grapes and crushed ego's,
Bi lines between the source,
Outcome of no dry eye,
Simple question of why?
Shiver of love cross my spine,
Sunlight decreases in my sublime,
Ripples of fear,
Hours of frustration,
Moments so dear,
I dare not touch them,
Sometimes sometimes,
One hundred and sixty eight hours that's all,
We didn't know then,
A little rain must fall......................

Fennigan Tyler Spencer
2/15/13