What are you thinking?
Why do you ask?
Are you too sinking?
Not up for the task?
Can you hang with me?
On a mind fuck bend?
A trip to the eyes of see,
Slow crisp burning wind.
Long walk on the road,
Far distant in travel,
Carrying someone else’s load,
As mysteries unravel,
Simple lives are lead,
Daily things go on,
Tend to dread,
Feeling you don’t belong,
Everyone’s someone they are not,
Or at least trying to be,
Now I think I forgot,
If this is the real me.
Lost in false zone,
Wear honesty’s shadow,
Learn in voice tone,
Between truth and tattle.
FenniganT "96"

Whispers

Girl I see your love,
It whispers my name,
Calling from above,
Both still the same.
If it’s why how and when,
Or where, who, in which way,
I can’t tell truth from sin,
Don’t know what to say.
My heart calls day in and out,
Crying begging for you,
I’ve forgotten about,
Maybe you feel this too.
Embarrassed at the stop look sign,
Looking clearly in my mind,
Of days I scream and whine,
To see what emotion I can find.
Then overboard I call,
To put back the pieces,
At the end of it all,
The tension just increases.
What to learn from this?
Where’s the answer?
To harmony and bliss………
FenniganT “96”

Faces and Names

Tonight I write,
Devoted to my pain,
A well so deep,
A hall so long,
That I go is so,
This much insane,
That I fall,
For it every time,
In no mans land,
I’m left standing,
Crying alone,
Walking in the sand,
I can’t remember,
I can’t complain,
All the faces,
All the names,
Who aint around,
Who is gone,
I aint there,
I aint here!
FenniganT “96”

With Out Love

Careless reckless living in despair
Black, dark, relentless hole.
Struggling lost, cannot feel,
Living with out love

Darkened thoughts,
Sleepless nights.
Failure of mind body and soul,
Beauty lost on young and old
Living with out love.

Days uncounted, year unfold
Time is nothing to behold

Withering away
Life gone astray
Living with out love
Countless fears darken my world
None so terrible
No so cold
As living with out love………
Fennigant 1996